"Ah! I pray you do not speak of her; you remind me of all I suffered
before I could inspire her with confidence in me,--all I afterwards
suffered lest that confidence should from moment to moment be withdrawn.
Look here!" added the Marquis, slightly forgetting himself; "people who
are subject to strong passion have no reason. You do not know that, for
you attract at first sight, and besides you do not seek for an exclusive
love which shall endure for a lifetime. I know but one word to say to a
woman,--_I love_, and if she does not understand that my whole soul is
in that word, I could never add another."
"Well, then, you will love Diana de Xaintrailles, and she will
understand that supreme word of yours."
"But suppose I should not love her?"
"O my dear fellow, she is charming. I saw her when she was quite little;
she was a very cherub."
"Every one, I know, calls her charming; but what if she does not please
me? Do not tell me that it is not necessary to adore one's wife,--that
it suffices to esteem her and know her to be agreeable. I do not want to
argue on that subject; it would be throwing away time. Let us confine
ourselves to the question of my pleasing her. If I do not love, I do not
know how to make myself loved, and therefore I shall not marry."
"One would indeed think you expect and depend upon that!" exclaimed the
Duke with real sorrow. "Ah! our poor mother, who is so happy in her
hope! And I, who believed myself absolved by destiny! Urbain, must it be
then that we are under a curse, all three of us?"
"No," replied the Marquis, deeply moved; "let us not despair. I am
working to modify my timid, unsociable character. Upon honor, I am
working with all my power for that end. I want to put an end to this
agitated, sterile existence. Give me the summer to triumph over my
memories, my doubts, my apprehensions; true, I want to make you happy,
and God perhaps will come to my aid."
"Thank you, brother; you are the best of beings!" responded the Duke,
embracing him again. And as the Marquis was much agitated, he led him
forth to walk, in order to divert his mind from his work and to fortify
him in his good intentions.
The Duke did then what Urbain had done to conquer him on the day of
their first real intimacy. He represented himself weak and suffering as
a means of restoring his brother's strength and courage. He gave vivid
expression to his remorse and spoke feelingly of the need he had of
moral support. "Two unhappy people can do nothing for each other," he
said; "your melancholy has its fatal rebound on me, and overcomes me.
The day when I see you happy, real energy and the joy of living will
return to me."
Urbain, touched by these words, renewed his promise, and, as it cost him
dearly, he forced it from his mind by leading his brother's talk to
lively subjects; this did not take long, for the Duke required but
little encouragement to return to the theme which had lately been
absorbing so much of his time and thought.
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