"That does not seem to me very difficult," thought Caroline; but she was
not inclined to make any audible rejoinder, and the Marchioness
proceeded: "Besides, she is a Xaintrailles! Only think, my dear, of the
prestige of such a name! Do you not see that a person of that blood, if
she is fine at all, cannot be so by halves? Come, you are not
sufficiently convinced of the excellence that comes to us by descent. I
believe I have noticed this in you before. You have, perhaps,
philosophized a little too much about it. Distrust all these new ideas
and the pretensions of these self-made gentlemen! They may say and do
what they will, but a man of low origin will never be truly noble at
heart; a sordid weight of prudence and parsimony will always cling to
him, like a birth-mark, and stifle his finer impulses. You will never
see him sacrifice his fortune and his life for an idea, for his
religion, for his prince, or for his honorable name. He may do brilliant
deeds from a love of glory; but there will always be a personal interest
in it some way; so do not be at all deceived by it."
Caroline felt wounded at the infatuation which the Marchioness professed
to feel for the patrician orders. She found means to change the subject
of the conversation; but, while they were at dinner, she was absorbed in
the idea that her old friend, her tender adopted mother, assigned her
unceremoniously to a place among these second-class families. The
Marchioness had thought that she might speak thus before a gentleman's
daughter, having the feelings proper to her class and therefore imbued
with good principles; but Caroline said to herself, and very reasonably,
too, that her claims to nobility were slight, questionable, perhaps. Her
ancestors, who were provincial magistrates, had been ennobled in the
reign of Louis XIV; her father, without great presumption, had therefore
assumed the title of knight. She saw plainly, then, that the disdain of
the Marchioness for the lower classes was a question of degree, and that
a girl who was poor and of the lesser nobility was, in her eyes, twice
her inferior in all respects.
This discovery did not awaken a foolish sensitiveness in Mlle de
Saint-Geneix, but her natural sense of justice revolted against a
prejudice so solemnly imposed as a duty upon her belief. "So," said she
to herself, "my life of misery, of self-sacrifice, of courage, and of
cheerfulness withal, even my voluntary renunciation of all the joys of
life, are nothing to the heroism of a Xaintrailles, who consents to be
contented with two hundred thousand francs a year, that she may marry an
accomplished man! It is because she is a Xaintrailles that her choice is
sublime, and because I am only a Saint-Geneix, my sacrifice is a thing
vulgar and obligatory!"
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