It was the mere humanity of the woman, I say, and nothing in her
individuality of what is commonly called the interesting, that
ministered to the breaking of the schoolmaster’s trance. “_Oh ye of
little faith!_” were the first words that flew from his lips--he knew
not whether uttered concerning himself or the charwoman the more; and
at once he fell to speaking of him who said the words, and of the
people that came to him and heard him gladly;--how this one, whom he
described, must have felt, _Oh, if that be true!_ how that one, whom
also he described, must have said, _Now he means me!_ and so laid bare
the secrets of many hearts, until he had concluded all in the misery of
being without a helper in the world, a prey to fear and selfishness and
dismay. Then he told them how the Lord pledged himself for all their
needs--meat and drink and clothes for the body, and God and love and
truth for the soul, if only they would put them in the right order and
seek the best first.
Next he spoke a parable to them--of a house and a father and his
children. The children would not do what their father told them, and
therefore began to keep out of his sight. After a while they began to
say to each other that he must have gone out, it was so long since they
had seen him--only they never went to look. And again after a time some
of them began to say to each other that they did not believe they had
ever had any father. But there were some who dared not say that--who
thought they had a father somewhere in the house, and yet crept about
in misery, sometimes hungry and often cold, fancying he was not
friendly to them, when all the time it was they who were not friendly
to him, and said to themselves he would not give them anything. They
never went to knock at his door, or call to know if he were inside and
would speak to them. And all the time there he was sitting sorrowful,
listening and listening for some little hand to come knocking, and some
little voice to come gently calling through the key-hole; for sorely
did he long to take them to his bosom and give them everything. Only
if he did that without their coming to him, they would not care for
his love or him, would only care for the things he gave them, and soon
would come to hate their brothers and sisters, and turn their own souls
into hells, and the earth into a charnel of murder.
Ere he ended he was pleading with the charwoman to seek her father in
his own room, tell him her troubles, do what he told her, and fear
nothing. And while he spoke, lo! the dragon-slug had vanished; the
ugly chapel was no longer the den of the hideous monster; it was but
the dusky bottom of a glory shaft, adown which gazed the stars of the
coming resurrection.
“The whole trouble is that we won’t let God help us,” said the
preacher, and sat down.
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