“Thank you, Malcolm,” returned Florimel kindly. “You did right to tell
me,--but--it’s of no consequence. Mr Lenorme’s housekeeper and she must
have been talking about something.”
But her eyebrows were now thoughtfully contracted over her eyes.
“There had been no time for that, I think, my lady,” said Malcolm.
Florimel turned again and rode on, saying no more about the
handkerchief. Malcolm saw that he had succeeded in warning her, and was
glad. But had he foreseen to what it would lead, he would hardly have
done it.
Florimel was indeed very uneasy. She could not help strongly suspecting
that she had betrayed herself to one who, if not an intentional spy,
would yet be ready enough to make a spy’s use of anything she might
have picked up. What was to be done? It was now too late to think of
getting rid of her: that would be but her signal to disclose whatever
she had seen, and so not merely enjoy a sweet revenge, but account with
clear satisfactoriness for her dismissal. What would not Florimel now
have given for some one who could sympathise with her and yet counsel
her! She was afraid to venture another meeting with Lenorme, and
besides was not a little shy of the advantage the discovery would give
him in pressing her to marry him. And now first she began to feel as if
her sins were going to find her out.
A day or two passed in alternating psychical flaws and fogs-- with
poor glints of sunshine between. She watched her maid, but her maid
knew it, and discovered no change in her manner or behaviour. Weary of
observation she was gradually settling into her former security, when
Caley began to drop hints that alarmed her. Might it not be altogether
the safest thing to take her into confidence? It would be such a
relief, she thought, to have a woman she could talk to! The result was
that she began to lift a corner of the veil that hid her trouble; the
woman encouraged her, and at length the silly girl threw her arms round
the scaly one’s neck, much to that person’s satisfaction, and told her
that she loved Mr Lenorme. She knew of course, she said, that she could
not marry him. She was only waiting a fit opportunity to free herself
from a connection which, however delightful, she was unable to justify.
How the maid interpreted her confession, I do not care to enquire
very closely, but anyhow it was in a manner that promised much to her
after influence. I hasten over this part of Florimel’s history, for
that confession to Caley was perhaps the one thing in her life she had
most reason to be ashamed of, for she was therein false to the being
she thought she loved best in the world. Could Lenorme have known her
capable of unbosoming herself to such a woman, it would almost have
slain the love he bore her. The notions of that odd-and-end sort of
person, who made his livelihood by spreading paint, would have been too
hideously shocked by the shadow of an intimacy between his love and
such as she.
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