“My lady,” persisted Malcolm, “you would not understand me. You
denied me a heart because of what seemed in your eyes cruelty. I
knew that I was saving her from death at the least, probably from a
life of torture: God may be good, though to you his government may
seem to deny it. There is but one way God cares to govern--the way
of the Father-king--and that way is at hand.--But I have yet given
you only the one half of my theory: If God feels pain, then he puts
forth his will to bear and subject that pain; if the pain comes to
him from his creature, living in him, will the endurance of God be
confined to himself, and not, in its turn, pass beyond the bounds of
his individuality, and react upon the sufferer to his sustaining? I
do not mean that sustaining which a man feels from knowing his will
one with God’s and God _with_ him, but such sustaining as those his
creatures also may have who do not or cannot know whence the sustaining
comes. I believe that the endurance of God goes forth to uphold, that
his patience is strength to his creatures, and that, while the whole
creation may well groan, its suffering is more bearable therefore than
it seems to the repugnance of our regard.”
“That is a dangerous doctrine,” said Clementina.
“Will it then make the cruel man more cruel to be told that God is
caring for the tortured creature from the citadel of whose life he
would force an answer to save his own from the sphinx that must at last
devour him, let him answer ever so wisely? Or will it make the tender
less pitiful to be consoled a little in the agony of beholding what
they cannot alleviate? Many hearts are from sympathy as sorely in need
of comfort as those with whom they suffer. And to such I have one word
more--to your heart, my lady, if it will consent to be consoled: The
animals, I believe, suffer less than we, because they scarcely think of
the past, and not at all of the future. It is the same with children,
Mr Graham says; they suffer less than grown people, and for the same
reason. To get back something of this privilege of theirs, we have to
be obedient and take no thought for the morrow.”
Clementina took up her work. Malcolm walked away.
“Malcolm,” cried his mistress, “are you not going on with the book?”
“I hope your ladyship will excuse me,” said Malcolm. “I would rather
not read more just at present.”
It may seem incredible that one so young as Malcolm should have been
able to talk thus, and indeed my report may have given words more
formal and systematic than his really were. For the _matter_ of them,
it must be remembered that he was not young in the effort to do and
understand; and that the advantage to such a pupil of such a teacher as
Mr Graham is illimitable.
CHAPTER XLIII.
A PERPLEXITY.
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