Good Clementina--what did she mean? Did she imagine that such mere
gifts as she might give him, could do more for him than the great sea,
with the torment and conquest of its winds and tempests? more than his
own ministrations of love, and victories over passion and pride? What
the final touches of the shark-skin are to the marble that stands lord
of the flaming bow, that only can wealth and position be to the man
who has yielded neither to the judgments of the world nor the drawing
of his own inclinations, and so has submitted himself to the chisel
and mallet of his maker. Society is the barber who trims a man’s hair,
often very badly too--and pretends he made it grow. If her owner should
take her, body and soul, and make of her being a gift to his--ah, then,
indeed! But Clementina was not yet capable of perceiving that, while
what she had in her thought to offer _might_ hurt him, it _could_ do
him little good. Her feeling concerning him, however, was all the time
far indeed from folly. Not for a moment did she imagine him in love
with her. Possibly she admired him too much to attribute to him such
an intolerable and insolent presumption as that would have appeared to
her own inferior self. Still, she was far indeed from certain, were
she, as befits the woman so immeasurably beyond even the aspiration of
the man, to make him offer implicit of hand and havings, that he would
reach out his to take them. And certainly that she was not going to
do--in which determination, whether she knew it or not, there was as
much modesty and gracious doubt of her own worth as there was pride and
maidenly recoil. In one resolve she was confident, that her behaviour
towards him should be such as to keep him just where he was, affording
him no smallest excuse for taking one step nearer: and they would soon
be in London, where she would see nothing, or next to nothing more of
him. But should she ever cease to thank God, that was, if ever she came
to find him, that in this groom he had shown her what he could do in
the way of making a man! Heartily she wished she knew a nobleman or two
like him. In the meantime she meant to enjoy--with carefulness --the
ride to London, after which things should be as before.
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