As soon as he reached home, he went to bed, for his head ached
severely; but he slept pretty well, and in the morning flattered
himself he felt much as usual. But it was as if all the night that
horrible sickness had been lying in wait on the stair to spring upon
him, for, the moment he reached the same spot on his way down, he
almost fainted. It was worse than before. His very soul seemed to turn
sick. But although his heart died within him, somehow, in the confusion
of thought and feeling occasioned by intense suffering, it seemed while
he clung to the balusters as if with both hands he were clinging to the
skirts of God’s garment; and through the black smoke of his fainting,
his soul seemed to be struggling up towards the light of his being.
Presently the horrible sense subsided as before, and again he sought
to descend the stair and go to Kelpie. But immediately the sickness
returned, and all he could do after a long and vain struggle, was to
crawl on hands and knees up the stairs and back to his room. There he
crept upon his bed, and was feebly committing Kelpie to the care of her
maker, when consciousness forsook him.
It returned, heralded by frightful pains all over his body, which by
and by subsiding, he sank again to the bottom of the black Lethe.
Meantime Kelpie had got so wildly uproarious that Merton tossed her
half a truss of hay, which she attacked like an enemy, and ran to the
house to get somebody to call Malcolm. After what seemed endless delay,
the door was opened by his admirer, the scullery-maid, who, as soon as
she heard what was the matter, hastened to his room.
CHAPTER XLIX.
THE PHILTRE.
Before he again came to himself, Malcolm had a dream, which, although
very confused, was in parts more vivid than any he had ever had. His
surroundings in it were those in which he actually lay, and he was ill,
but he thought it the one illness he had before. His head ached, and he
could rest in no position he tried. Suddenly he heard a step he knew
better than any other approaching the door of his chamber: it opened,
and his grandfather in great agitation entered, not following his
hands, however, in the fashion usual to blindness, but carrying himself
like any sight-gifted man. He went straight to the wash-stand, took up
the water-bottle, and with a look of mingled wrath and horror dashed it
on the floor. The same instant a cold shiver ran through the dreamer,
and his dream vanished. But instead of waking in his bed, he found
himself standing in the middle of the floor, his feet wet, the bottle
in shivers about them, and, strangest of all, the neck of the bottle in
his hand. He lay down again, grew delirious, and tossed about in the
remorseless persecution of centuries. But at length his tormentors left
him, and when he came to himself, he knew he was in his right mind.
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