It was a good half-hour’s walk, and during it Clementina held what
conversation she might with her companion. It was not much the woman
had to say of a general sort. She knew little beyond her own troubles
and the help that met them, but what else are the two main forces whose
composition results in upward motion? Her world was very limited--the
houses in which she went charing, the chapel she swept and dusted, the
neighbours with whom she gossipped, the little shops where she bought
the barest needs of her bare life; but it was at least large enough to
leave behind her; and if she was not one to take the kingdom of heaven
by force, she was yet one to creep quietly into it. The earthly life of
such as she-- immeasurably less sordid than that of the poet who will
not work for his daily bread, or that of the speculator who, having
settled money on his wife, risks that of his neighbour--passing away
like a cloud, will hang in their west, stained indeed, but with gold,
blotted, but with roses. Dull as it all was now, Clementina yet gained
from her unfoldings a new out-look upon life, its needs, its sorrows,
its consolations, and its hopes; nor was there any vulgar pity in the
smile of the one, or of degrading acknowledgment in the tears of the
other, when a piece of gold passed from hand to hand, as they parted.
The Sunday-sealed door of the stationer’s shop--for there was no
private entrance to the house--was opened by another sad-faced woman.
What a place to seek the secret of life in! Lovelily enfolds the husk
its kernel; but what the human eye turns from as squalid and unclean
may enfold the seed that clasps, couched in infinite withdrawment, the
vital germ of all that is lovely and graceful, harmonious and strong,
all without which no poet would sing, no martyr burn, no king rule in
righteousness, no geometrician pore over the marvellous _must_.
The woman led her through the counter into a little dingy room behind
the shop, looking out on a yard a few feet square, with a water-butt,
half-a-dozen flower-pots, and a maimed plaster Cupid perched on the
window-sill. There sat the schoolmaster, in conversation with a lady,
whom the woman of the house, awed by her sternness and grandeur, had,
out of regard to her lodger’s feelings, shown into her parlour and not
into his bedroom.
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