How should the bard of his clan ever talk to his own soul
if he knew himself false to the name of his fathers! Hard fate for him!
As if it were not enough that he had been doomed to save and rear a
child of the brood abominable, he was yet further doomed, worst fate of
all, to love the evil thing! he could not tear the lovely youth from
his heart. But he could go further and further from him.
As soon as he was able, he resumed his journey westward, and at length
reached his native glen, the wildest spot in all the island. There
he found indeed the rush of the torrents and the call of the winds
unchanged, but when his soul cried out in its agonies, they went on
with the same song that had soothed his childhood; for the heart of the
suffering man they had no response. Days passed before he came upon
a creature who remembered him; for more than twenty years were gone,
and a new generation had come up since he forsook the glen. Worst of
all, the clan-spirit was dying out, the family type of government all
but extinct, the patriarchal vanishing in a low form of the feudal,
itself already in abject decay. The hour of the Celt was gone by, and
the long-wandering raven, returning at last, found the ark it had left
afloat on the waters dry and deserted and rotting to dust. There was
not even a cottage in which he could hide his head. The one he had
forsaken when cruelty and crime drove him out, had fallen to ruins,
and now there was nothing of it left but its foundations. The people
of the inn at the mouth of the valley did their best for him, but he
learned by accident that they had Campbell connections, and, rising
that instant, walked from it for ever. He wandered about for a time,
playing his pipes, and everywhere hospitably treated; but at length
his heart could endure its hunger no more: he _must_ see his boy, or
die. He walked therefore straight to the cottage of his quarrelsome but
true friend, Mrs Partan--to learn that his benefactor, the marquis,
was dead, and Malcolm gone. But here alone could he hope ever to see
him again, and the same night he sought his cottage in the grounds of
Lossie House, never doubting his right to re-occupy it. But the door
was locked, and he could find no entrance. He went to the House, and
there was referred to the factor. But when he knocked at his door, and
requested the key of the cottage, Mr Crathie, who was in the middle
of his third tumbler, came raging out of his dining-room, cursed him
for an old Highland goat, and heaped insults on him and his grandson
indiscriminately. It was well he kept the door between him and the
old man, for otherwise he would never have finished the said third
tumbler. That door carried in it thenceforth the marks of every weapon
that Duncan bore, and indeed the half of his sgian dhu[3] was the next
morning found sticking in it, like the sting which the bee is doomed to
leave behind her. He returned to Mistress Partan white and trembling,
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