“Good morning, my lady! What a good morning it is!” As in all his
address to his mistress, the freedom of the words did not infect the
tone; that was resonant of essential honour. “Strange to think,” he
went on, “that the sun himself there is only a great fire, and knows
nothing about it! There must be a sun to that sun, or the whole thing
is a vain show. There must be one to whom each is itself, yet the all
makes a whole--one who is at once both centre and circumference to all.”
Florimel cast on him a scornful look. For not merely was he talking his
usual unintelligible rubbish of poetry, but he had the impertinence to
speak as if he had done nothing amiss, and she had no ground for being
offended with him. She made him no answer. A cloud came over Malcolm’s
face; and until she went again below, he gave his attention to his
steering.
In the meantime Rose, who happily had turned out as good a sailor as
her new mistress, had tidied the little cabin; and Florimel found, if
not quite such a sumptuous breakfast laid as at Portland Place, yet a
far better appetite than usual to meet what there was; and when she had
finished, her temper was better, and she was inclined to think less
indignantly of Malcolm’s share in causing her so great a pleasure. She
was not yet quite spoiled. She was still such a lover of the visible
world and of personal freedom, that the thought of returning to London
and its leaden-footed hours, would now have been unendurable. At this
moment she could have imagined no better thing than thus to go tearing
through the water--home to her home. For although she had spent little
of her life at Lossie House, she could not but prefer it unspeakably to
the schools in which she had passed almost the whole of the preceding
portion of it. There was little or nothing in the affair she could have
wished otherwise except its origin. She was mischievous enough to enjoy
even the thought of the consternation it would cause at Portland Place.
She did not realize all its awkwardness. A letter to Lady Bellair when
she reached home would, she said to herself, set everything right;
and if Malcolm had now repented and put about, she would instantly
have ordered him to hold on for Lossie. But it was mortifying that she
should have come at the will of Malcolm, and not by her own--worse than
mortifying that perhaps she would have to say so. If she were going to
say so, she must turn him away as soon as she arrived. There was no
help for it. She dared not keep him after that in the face of society.
But she might take the bold, and perhaps a little dangerous measure of
adopting the flight as altogether her own madcap idea. Her thoughts
went floundering in the bog of expediency, until she was tired, and
declined from thought to reverie.
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