Through her sorrow, Lizzy had grown tender, as through her shame
she had grown wise. That the factor had been much in the wrong only
rendered her anxious sympathy the more eager to serve him. Knowing so
well what it was to have done wrong, she was pitiful over him, and her
ministrations were none the less devoted that she knew exactly how
Malcolm thought and felt about him; for the affair, having taken place
in open village and wide field and in the light of mid-day, and having
been reported by eye-witnesses many, was everywhere perfectly known,
and Malcolm therefore talked of it freely to his friends, amongst them
both to Lizzy and her mother.
Sickness sometimes works marvellous changes, and the most marvellous on
persons who to the ordinary observer seem the least liable to change.
Much apparent steadfastness of nature, however, is but sluggishness,
and comes from incapacity to generate change or contribute towards
personal growth; and it follows that those whose nature is such can
as little prevent or retard any change that has its initiative beyond
them. The men who impress the world as the mightiest are those often
who _can_ the least--never those who can the most in their natural
kingdom; generally those whose frontiers lie openest to the inroads
of temptation, whose atmosphere is most subject to moody changes and
passionate convulsions, who, while perhaps they can whisper laws
to a hemisphere, can utter no decree of smallest potency as to how
things shall be within themselves. Place Alexander ille Magnus beside
Malcolm’s friend Epictetus, ille servorum servus; take his crutch
from the slave and set the hero upon his Bucephalus--but set them
alone and in a desert: which will prove the great man? which the
unchangeable? The question being what the man himself shall or shall
not be, shall or shall not feel, shall or shall not recognize as of
himself and troubling the motions of his being, Alexander will prove a
mere earth-bubble, Epictetus a cavern in which pulses the tide of the
eternal and infinite Sea.
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