Few words passed between the two men until they had had their tea,
and then followed a long talk, Malcolm first explaining his present
position, and then answering many questions of the master as to how
things had gone since he left. Next followed anxious questions on
Malcolm’s side as to how his friend found himself in the prison of
London.
“I do miss the air, and the laverocks (_skylarks_), and the gowans,”
he confessed; “but I have them all in my mind, and at my age a man
ought to be able to satisfy himself with the idea of a thing in his
soul. Of outer things that have contributed to his inward growth, the
memory alone may then well be enough. The sights which, when I lie down
to sleep, rise before that inward eye Wordsworth calls the bliss of
solitude, have upon me power almost of a spiritual vision, so purely
radiant are they of that which dwells in them, the divine thought which
is their substance, their _hypostasis_. My boy! I doubt if you can tell
what it is to know the presence of the living God in and about you.”
“I houp I hae a bit notion o’ ’t, sir,” said Malcolm.
“But believe me that in any case, however much a man may have of it,
he may have it endlessly more. Since I left the cottage where I hoped
to end my days under the shadow of the house of your ancestors, since
I came into this region of bricks and smoke, and the crowded tokens
too plain of want and care, I have found a reality in the things I had
been trying to teach you at Portlossie, such as I had before imagined
only in my best moments. And more still: I am now far better able to
understand how it must have been with our Lord when he was trying to
teach the men and women of Palestine to have faith in God. Depend upon
it, we get our best use of life in learning by the facts of its ebb and
flow to understand the Son of Man. And again, when we understand Him,
then only do we understand our life and ourselves. Never can we know
the majesty of the will of God concerning us except by understanding
Jesus and the work the Father gave Him to do. Now, nothing is of a more
heavenly delight than to enter into a dusky room in the house of your
friend, and there, with a blow of the heavenly rod, draw light from
the dark wall--open a window, a fountain of the eternal light, and
let in the truth which is the life of the world. Joyously would a man
spend his life, right joyously even if the road led to the gallows,
in showing the grandest he sees--the splendid purities of the divine
religion--the mountain top up to which the voice of God is ever calling
his children. Yes, I can understand even how a man might live, like the
good hermits of old, in triumphant meditation upon such all-satisfying
truths, and let the waves of the world’s time wash by him in unheeded
flow until his cell changed to his tomb, and his spirit soared free.
But to spend your time in giving little lessons when you have great
ones to give; in teaching the multiplication table the morning after
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