"Oh!" Elinor said. She was half offended with her mother's indifference.
She had found that to be the Hon. Mrs. Compton was something, or so at
least she supposed: and she began timidly to give her mother a list of
her engagements, which were indeed many in number, and there were some
dazzling names among a great many with which Mrs. Dennistoun was
unacquainted. But how could she know who were the fashionable people
nowadays, a woman living so completely out of the world?
John Tatham, for his part, went through his engagements that year with a
constant expectation of seeing Elinor, which preoccupied him more than a
rising young barrister going everywhere ought to have been preoccupied.
He thought he went everywhere, and so did his family at home, especially
his sister, Mary Tatham, who was his father's nurse and attendant, and
never had any chance of sharing these delights. She made all the more,
as was natural, of John's privileges and social success from the fact of
her own seclusion, and was in the habit of saying that she believed
there was scarcely a party in London to which John was not invited--three
or four in a night. But it would seem with all this that there were many
parties to which he was not invited, for the Phil Comptons (how strange
and on the whole disgusting to think that this now meant Elinor!) also
went everywhere, and yet they very seldom met. It was true that John
could not expect to meet them at dinner at a Judge's or in the legal
society in high places which was his especial sphere, and nothing could
be more foolish than the tremor of expectation with which this very
steady-going man would set out to every house in which the fashionable
world met with the professional, always thinking that perhaps----But it
was rarely, very rarely, that this perhaps came to pass. When it did it
was amid the crowd of some prodigious reception to which people "looked
in" for half an hour, and where on one occasion he found Elinor alone,
with that curious dignity about her, a little tragical, which comes of
neglect. He agreed with her mother, that he had never imagined Elinor's
youthful prettiness could have come to anything so near beauty. There
was a strained, wide open look in her eyes, which was half done by
looking out for some one, and half by defying any one to think that she
felt herself alone, or was pursuing that search with any anxiety. She
stood exceedingly erect, silent, observing everything, yet endeavouring
to appear as if she did not observe, altogether a singular and very
striking figure among the fashionable crowd, in which it seemed
everybody was chattering, smiling, gay or making believe to be gay,
except herself. When she saw John a sudden gleam of pleasure, followed
by a cloud of embarrassment, came over her face: but poor Elinor could
not help being glad to see some one she knew, some one who more or less
belonged to her; although it appeared she had the best of reasons for
being alone.
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