Mrs. Dennistoun went to bed that night a troubled woman, and lay awake
watching and expecting when the usual midnight tumult should arise. But
that evening there was none. No sound but the key in the latch, the
shutting of a door or two, and all quiet. Compunctions filled the
mother's heart. What was the wrong if, perhaps, she could satisfy
Elinor, perhaps get at the heart of Phil, who had a heart, though it
was getting strangled in all those intricacies of gambling and wretched
business. She turned over and over in her mind all that she had, and all
that she had any power over. And she remembered a small sum she had in a
mortgage, which was after all in her own power. No doubt it would be to
throw the money away, which would be so much gone from the future
provision of Elinor--but if by that means she could acquire an influence
as Elinor said--be allowed to speak--to protest or perhaps even insist
upon a change of course? Thinking over such a question for a whole
sleepless night, and feeling beneath all that at least, at worst, this
sacrifice would give pleasure to Elinor, which was really the one and
sole motive, the only thing that could give her any warrant for such a
proceeding--is not a process which is likely to strengthen the mind. In
the morning, as soon as she knew he was up, which was not till late
enough, she sent to ask if Phil would give her five minutes before he
went out. He appeared after a while, extremely correct and _point
device_, grave but polite. "I must ask you to excuse me," he said, "if I
am hurried, for to-day is one of my Board days."
"It was only to say, Philip--you spoke to me yesterday of money--to be
invested."
"Yes?" he said politely, without moving a muscle.
"I have been thinking it all over, and I remember that there is a
thousand pounds or two which John Tatham placed for me in a mortgage,
and which is in my own power."
"Ah!" he said, "a thousand pounds or two," with a shrug of his
shoulders; "it is scarcely worth while, is it, changing an investment
for so small a matter as a thousand pounds?"
"If you think so, Philip--it is all I can think of that is in my own
power."
"It is really not worth the trouble," he said, "and I am in a hurry." He
made a step towards the door and then turned round again. "Well," he
said, "just to show there is no ill-feeling, I'll find you something,
perhaps, to put your tuppenceha'penny in to-day."
And then there was John Tatham to face after that!
CHAPTER XXI.
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