“Oh!” Elinor said. She was half offended with her mother’s indifference.
She had found that to be the Hon. Mrs. Compton was something, or so at
least she supposed: and she began timidly to give her mother a list of
her engagements, which were indeed many in number, and there were some
dazzling names among a great many with which Mrs. Dennistoun was
unacquainted. But how could she know who were the fashionable people
nowadays, a woman living so completely out of the world?
John Tatham, for his part, went through his engagements that year with a
constant expectation of seeing Elinor, which preoccupied him more than a
rising young barrister going everywhere ought to have been preoccupied.
He thought he went everywhere, and so did his family at home, especially
his sister, Mary Tatham, who was his father’s nurse and attendant, and
never had any chance of sharing these delights. She made all the more,
as was natural, of John’s privileges and social success from the fact of
her own seclusion, and was in the habit of saying that she believed
there was scarcely a party in London to which John was not
invited--three or four in a night. But it would seem with all this that
there were many parties to which he was not invited, for the Phil
Comptons (how strange and on the whole disgusting to think that this now
meant Elinor!) also went everywhere, and yet they very seldom met. It
was true that John could not expect to meet them at dinner at a Judge’s
or in the legal society in high places which was his especial sphere,
and nothing could be more foolish than the tremor of expectation with
which this very steady-going man would set out to every house in which
the fashionable world met with the professional, always thinking that
perhaps---- But it was rarely, very rarely, that this perhaps came to
pass. When it did it was amid the crowd of some prodigious reception to
which people “looked in” for half an hour, and where on one occasion he
found Elinor alone, with that curious dignity about her, a little
tragical, which comes of neglect. He agreed with her mother, that he had
never imagined Elinor’s youthful prettiness could have come to anything
so near beauty. There was a strained, wide open look in her eyes, which
was half done by looking out for some one, and half by defying any one
to think that she felt herself alone, or was pursuing that search with
any anxiety. She stood exceedingly erect, silent, observing everything,
yet endeavouring to appear as if she did not observe, altogether a
singular and very striking figure among the fashionable crowd, in which
it seemed everybody was chattering, smiling, gay or making believe to
be gay, except herself. When she saw John a sudden gleam of pleasure,
followed by a cloud of embarrassment, came over her face: but poor
Elinor could not help being glad to see some one she knew, some one who
more or less belonged to her; although it appeared she had the best of
reasons for being alone.
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