“They have been visiting about--they were invited to Dunorban for
Christmas, but she persuaded Philip, so she said, to take this little
house. I think he was to join the party while she--I cannot tell you
what was the arrangement. She has written very vaguely for some time.
She ought to have been with me--I told her so--but she has always said
she could not leave Philip.”
Could not leave Philip! The mother, fortunately, had no idea why this
determination was. “I went so far as to write to Philip,” she said, “to
ask him if she might not come to me, or, at least begging him to bring
her to town, or somewhere where she could have proper attention. He
answered me very briefly that he wished her to go, but she would not: as
he had told me before I left town--that was all. It seemed to fret
him--he must have known that it was not a fit place for her, in a
stranger’s house, and so far away. And to think I cannot even get away
till late to-night!”
John had to comfort her as well as he could, to make her eat something,
to see that she had all the comforts possible for her night journey.
“You were always like her brother,” the poor lady said, finding at last
relief in tears. And then he went with her to the train, and found her a
comfortable carriage, and placed her in it with all the solaces his mind
could think of. A sleeping-carriage on the Scotch lines is not such a
ghastly pretence of comfort as those on the Continent. The solaces John
brought her--the quantities of newspapers, the picture papers and
others, rugs and shawls innumerable--all that he possessed in the shape
of wraps, besides those which she had with her. What more could a man
do? If she had been young he would have bought her sugar-plums. All that
they meant were the dumb anxieties of his own breast, and the vague
longing to do something, anything that would be a help to her on her
desolate way.
“You will send me a word, aunt, as soon as you get there?”
“Oh, at once, John.”
“You will tell me how she is--say as much as you can--no three words,
like that. I shall not leave town till I hear.”
“Oh, John, why should this keep you from your family? I could telegraph
there as easily as here.”
He made a gesture almost of anger. “Do you think I am likely to put
myself out of the way--not to be ready if you should want me?”
How should she want him?--a mother summoned to her daughter at such a
moment--but she did not say so to trouble him more: for John had got to
that maddening point of anxiety when nothing but doing something, or at
least keeping ready to do something, flattering yourself that there must
be something to do, affords any balm to the soul.
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