“I must know more of the details of the question before I can give any
advice,” said John.
“John,” said Elinor, raising herself in her chair, “here are all the
details that are necessary. I have come away. I have come home, finding
that life was impossible there. That is the whole matter. It may be,
probably it is, my own fault. It is simply that life became impossible.
You know you said that I was not one to endure, to put up with things. I
scoffed at you then, for I did not expect to have anything to put up
with; but you were quite right, and life had become impossible--that is
all there is any need to say.”
“To me, yes,” said John, “but not enough, Elinor, if it ever has to come
within the reach of the law.”
“But why should it come within the reach of the law? You, John, you are
a lawyer; you know the rights of everything. I thought you might have
arranged it all. Couldn’t you try to make a kind of a bargain? What
bargain? Oh, am I a lawyer, do I know? But you, John, who have it all at
your fingers’ ends, who know what can be done and what can’t be done,
and the rights that one has and that another has! Dear John! if you were
to try, don’t you think that you could settle it all, simply as between
people who don’t want any exposure, any struggle, but only to be quiet
and to be let alone?”
“Elinor, I don’t know what I could do with so little information as I
have. To know that you found your life impossible is enough for me. But
you know most people are right in their own eyes. If we have some one
opposed to us who thinks, for instance, that the fault was yours?”
“Well,” she cried, eagerly, “I am willing to accept that: say that the
fault was mine! You could confirm it, that it was likely to be mine.
You could tell them what an impatient person I was, and that you said I
was not one to try an experiment, for I never, never could put up with
anything. John, you could be a witness as well as an advocate. You could
prove that you always expected--and that I am quite, quite willing to
allow that it was I----”
“Elinor, if I could only make you understand what I mean! I am told that
I am not to mention any names?”
“No, no names, no names! What is the good? We both know very well what
we mean.”
“But I don’t know very well what you mean. Don’t you see that if it is
your fault--if the other party is innocent--there can be no reason in
the world why he should consent to renounce his rights. It is not a mere
matter of feeling. There is right in it one way or another--either on
your side or else on the other side; and if it is on the other side, why
should a man give up what belongs to him, why should he renounce what
is--most dear to him?”
“Oh, John, John, John!” she made this appeal and outcry, clasping her
hands together with a mixture of supplication and impatience. Then
turning to her mother--“Oh, tell him,” she cried, “tell him!”--always
clasping those impatient yet beseeching hands.
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