“John,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, grasping him by the arm, “you are talking
nonsense, you don’t know what you are saying. My darling! she was never
weak nor had a feeble heart, nor--anything! She will live to bring up
_his_ children, her baby’s children, upon her knees.”
“And what would it matter?” said Elinor--looking at him with clear eyes,
from which the tears had disappeared in the shock of this unlooked-for
suggestion--“suppose I have no more strength than that, suppose I were
to die? you shall be his guardian, John, bring him up a good man; and
his Heavenly Father will take care of him. I am not afraid.”
A man had better not deal with such subjects between two women. What
with Mrs. Dennistoun’s indignant protest and Elinor’s lofty submission,
John was at his wits’ end. “I did not mean to carry things to such a
bitter end as that,” he said. “You want to force me into a corner and
make me say things I never meant. The question is serious enough without
that.”
There was again a little pause, and then Elinor, with one of those
changes which are so perplexing to soberminded people, suddenly turned
to him, holding out both her hands.
“John--we’ll leave that in God’s hands whatever is to happen to me. But
in the meantime, while I am living--and perhaps my life depends upon
being quiet and having a little peace and rest. It is not that I care
very much for my life,” said Elinor, with that clear, open-eyed look,
like the sky after rain--“I am shipwrecked, John, as you say--but my
mother does, and it’s of--some--consequence--to baby; and if it depends
upon whether I am left alone, you are too good a friend to leave me in
the lurch. And you said--one night--whatever happened I was to send for
you.”
John sprang up from his seat, dropping the hands which he had taken into
his own. She was like Queen Katherine, “about to weep,” and her breast
strained with the sobbing effort to keep it down.
“For God’s sake,” he cried, “don’t play upon our hearts like this! I
will do anything--everything--whatever you choose to tell me. Aunt,
don’t let her cry, don’t let her go on like that. Why, good heavens!” he
cried, bursting himself into a kind of big sob, “won’t it be bad for
that little brat of a baby or something if she keeps going on in this
way?”
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