“They are sure I am right, but think it better to go on as if I were
wrong,” John said to himself as he went to dress for dinner.
And while he went through this ceremony, he had a great many
thoughts--half-impatient, half-tender--of the wonderful ways of women
which are so amazing to men in general, as the ways of men are amazing
to women, and will be so, no doubt, as long as the world goes on. The
strange mixture of the wise and the foolish, the altogether heroic, and
the involuntarily fictitious, struck his keen perception with a
humourous understanding, and amusement, and sympathy. That Mrs.
Dennistoun should pose a little as a sufferer while she was
unmitigatedly happy in the possession of Elinor and the child, and be
abashed when she was forced to confess how ecstatic was the fearful joy
which she snatched in the midst of danger, was strange enough. But that
Elinor, at this dreadful crisis of her life, when every bond was rent
asunder, and all that is ordinarily called happiness wrecked for ever,
should be moved to the kind of rapture he had seen in her face by the
reaching out and curling in of those little pink toes in the warm light
of the fire, was inconceivable--a thing that was not in any philosophy.
She had made shipwreck of her life. She had torn the man whom she loved
out of her heart, and fled from his neglect and treachery--a fugitive to
her mother’s house. And yet as she sat before the fire with this little
infant cooing in the warmth--like a puppy or a little pig, or any other
little animal you can suggest--this was the thought of the irreverent
man--there was a look of almost more than common happiness, of
blessedness, in her face. Who can fathom these things? They were at
least beyond the knowledge, though not the sympathy, of this very rising
member of the bar.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
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