you running up and down from Saturday to Monday: and I am afraid
you will be vexed with us that we did not take your advice
first--you, who have always been our adviser. But Elinor would not
hear a word of any advice. I think she was afraid you would
disapprove: and it would have been worse to fly in your face if you
had disapproved than to come away without consulting you: and you
know how impetuous she is. At all events the die is cast. Write
kindly to her; don’t say anything to vex her. You can let yourself
out, if you are very angry, upon me.
“One thing more. She desires that if you write you should address
her as _Mrs. Compton_ only, no Honourable. That might attract
attention, and what we desire is to escape notice altogether, which
I am sure is a thing you will thoroughly understand, now that we
have transplanted ourselves so completely. Dear John, form the most
favourable idea you can of this sudden step, and come and see us as
soon as it is possible.
“Yours affectly.,
“M. D.”
To say that John was thunderstruck by this letter is to describe his
sensations mildly, for he was for a time bitterly angry, wounded,
disappointed, disturbed to the bottom of his soul; but perhaps if truth
were told it could scarcely be said that he disapproved. He thought it
over, which he naturally did all that day, to the great detriment of his
work, first with a sort of rage against Elinor and her impetuosity,
which presently shaded down into understanding of her feelings, and
ended in a sense that he might have known it from the first, and that
really no other conclusion was possible. He came gradually to acquiesce
in the step the ladies had taken. To have to explain everything to the
Hudsons, and Hills, and Mary Dales, to open up your most sacred heart in
order that they might be able to form a theory sufficient for their
outside purposes of your motives and methods, or, what was perhaps worse
still--to know that they were on the watch, guessing what you did not
tell them, putting things together, explaining this and that in their
own way--would have been intolerable. “That is the good of having
attached friends,” John exclaimed to himself, very unjustly: for it is
human nature that is to blame, if there is any blame attaching to an
exercise of ingenuity so inevitable. As a matter of fact, when Miss Dale
brought the true or something like the true account to Windyhill, the
warmth of the sympathy for Elinor, the wrath of the whole community with
her unworthy husband, was almost impassioned. Had she been there it
would not have been possible for those good people altogether to conceal
from her how sorry and how indignant they were; even perhaps there might
have been some who could not have kept out of their eyes, who must have
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