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"Strength, I suppose," she said at last, slowly. Cliffe waited, then
burst into a laugh.
"And cruelty?" She nodded.
"Who are my victims?"
She said nothing.
"Whose tales have you been listening to, Lady Kitty?"
She mentioned the name of a French lady. Cliffe changed countenance.
"Ah, well, if you have been talking to her," he said, haughtily, "you
may well expect to see me appear as Diabolus in person."
"No. But it's since then that I've read the poems again. You see, you
tell the public so much--"
"That you think you have the right to guess the rest?" He paused, then
added, with impatience, "Don't guess, Lady Kitty. You have everything
that life can give you. Let my secrets alone."
There was silence. Kitty looking round her saw that Madeleine Alcot was
entertaining her other guests, and that she and Cliffe were unobserved.
Suddenly Cliffe bent towards her, and said, with roughness, his face
struggling to conceal the feeling behind it:
"You heard--and you believed--that I tormented her--that I killed her?"
The anguish in his eyes seemed to strike a certain answering fire from
Kitty's.
"Yes, but--"
"But what?"
"I didn't think it very strange--"
Cliffe watched her closely.
"--that a man should be--an inhuman beast--if he were jealous--and
desperate. You can sympathize with these things?"
She drew a long breath, and threw away the cigarette she had been
holding suspended in her small fingers.
"I don't know anything about them."
"Because," he hesitated, "your own life has been so happy?"
She evaded him. "Don't you think that jealousy will soon be as dead
as--saying your prayers and going to church? I never meet anybody that
cares enough--to be jealous."
She spoke first with passionate force, then with contempt, glancing
across the room at Madeleine Alcot. Cliffe saw the look, and remembered
that Mrs. Alcot's husband, a distinguished treasury official, had been
for years the intimate friend of a very noble and beautiful woman,
herself unhappily married. There was no scandal in the matter, though
much talk. Mrs. Alcot meanwhile had her own affairs; her husband and she
were apparently on friendly terms; only neither ever spoke of the other;
and their relations remained a mystery.
Cliffe bent over to Kitty.
"And yet you said you could understand?--such things didn't seem strange
to you."
She gave a little, reckless laugh.
"Did I? It's like the people who think they could act or sing, if they
only had the chance. I choose to think I could feel. And of course I
couldn't. We've lost the power. All the old, horrible, splendid things
are dead and done with."
"The old passions, you mean?"
"And the old poems! _You'll_ never write like that again."
"God forbid!" said Cliffe, under his breath. Then as Kitty rose he
followed her with his eyes. "Lady Kitty, you've thrown me a challenge
that you hardly understand. Some day I must answer it."
"Don't answer it," said Kitty, hastily.
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