But most distressfully he missed the physical feeling of the north--even in his sleep. This strange bereavement drew him and Leah even more closely together, if that were possible; and she was well content to reign alone in the heart of her fractious, unreasonable but most affectionate, humorous, and irresistible great man. Although her rival had been but a name and an idea, a mere abstraction in which she had never really believed, she did not find it altogether displeasing to herself that the lively Martia was no more; she has almost told me as much. And thus began for them both the happiest and most beautiful period of their joint lives, in spite of sorrows yet to come. She took such care of him that he might have been as blind as Belisarius himself, and he seemed almost to depend upon her as much--so wrapt up was he in the work of his life, so indifferent to all mundane and practical affairs. What eyesight was not wanted for his pen and pencil he reserved to look at her with--at his beloved children, and the things of beauty in and outside Marsfield: pictures, old china, skies, hills, trees, and river; and what wits remained he kept to amuse his family and his friends--there was enough and to spare. The older he grew the more he teemed and seethed and bubbled and shone--and set others shining round him--even myself. It is no wonder Marsfield became such a singularly agreeable abode for all who dwelt there, even for the men-servants and the maid-servants, and the birds and the beasts, and the stranger within its gates--and for me a kind of earthly paradise. * * * * * And now, gentle reader, I want very badly to talk about myself a little, if you don't mind--just for half a dozen pages or so, which you can skip if you like. Whether you do so or not, it will not hurt you--and it will do me a great deal of good. I feel uncommonly sad, and very lonely indeed, now that Barty is gone; and with him my beloved comrade Leah. [Illustration: "'I'M A PHILISTINE, AND AM NOT ASHAMED'"] The only people left to me that I'm really fond of--except my dear widowed sister, Ida Scatcherd--are all so young. They're Josselins, of course--one and all--and they're all that's kind and droll and charming, and I adore them. But they can't quite realize what this sort of bereavement means to a man of just my age, who has still got some years of life before him, probably--and is yet an old man. The Right Honorable Sir Robert Maurice, Bart., M. P., etc., etc., etc. That's me. I take up a whole line of manuscript. I might be a noble lord if I chose, and take up two! I'm a liberal conservative, an opportunist, a pessi-optimist, an in-medio-tutissimist, and attend divine service at the Temple Church. I'm a Philistine, and not ashamed; so was Molière--so was Cervantes. So, if you like, was the late Martin Farquhar Tupper--and those who read him; we're of all sorts in Philistia, the great and the small, the good and the bad.