The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Is n't that pretty breeding!” cried Magennis, violently. “Get up,
ma'am, and sit on your chair like a lady. The devil a use in it, do what
you will, say what you will,--the bad 'drop' is in them; and whatever
becomes of you in life, Massingbred, let me give you this advice,--never
marry beneath you!”
Jack contrived at this juncture to signal to the girl to step away;
and by appearing to attend with eagerness to Magennis, he prevented his
remarking her exit.
“A man 's never really ruined till then,” continued he, slowly, and
evidently sobering again as he went on. “Friends fall away from you, and
your companions are sure to be fellows with something against them!
You begin by thinking you 're doing a grand and a courageous thing! You
string up your resolution to despise the world, and, take my word for
it, the world pays you off at last. Ay,” said he, after a long pause, in
which his features settled down into an expression of deep sorrow, and
his voice quivered with emotion,--“ay, and I 'll tell you something
worse than all,--you revenge all your disappointment on the poor girl
that trusted you! and you break _her_ heart to try and heal your own!”
With these last words he buried his head between his hands and sobbed
fearfully.
“Leave me now,--leave me alone,” said he, without lifting his head.
“Good-night--good-night to you!”
Massingbred arose without a word, and, taking a candle, ascended to his
chamber, his last thoughts about his host being very unlike those with
which he had first regarded him. From these considerations he turned
to others more immediately concerning himself; nor could he conquer his
misgivings that Magennis was a most unhappy selection for a friend in
such an emergency.
“But then I really am without a choice,” said he to himself. “Joe
Nelligan, perhaps, might--but no, he would have been infinitely more
unfit than the other. At all events, Nelligan has himself severed the
friendship that once existed between us.” And so he wandered on to
thoughts of his former companionship with him. Regretful and gloomy
enough were they, as are all memories of those in whose hearts we once
believed we had a share, and from which we cannot reconcile ourselves to
the exclusion.
“He had not the manliness to meet me when I had become aware of his real
station! What a poor-spirited fellow! Just as if I cared what or who his
father was! _My_ theory is, Jack Massingbred can afford to know any man
he pleases! Witness the roof that now shelters me, and the character of
him who is my host!”
It was a philosophy he built much upon, for it was a form of self-love
that simulated a good quality, many of his acquaintances saying, “At all
events, there 's no snobbery about Massingbred; he 'll know, and even
be intimate with, anybody.” Nor did the deception only extend to others.
Jack himself fancied he was an excellent fellow,--frank, generous, and
open-hearted.
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