The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Within those halls had he experienced all that he had ever tasted of
successful ambition, and in the depths of that old chair had he dreamed
away all the visions of a glorious future. The room in which he sat was
a large and lofty one, lighted by two windows deeply set in the wall.
Its sides were lined with book-shelves, and books littered the tables
and even the floor,--for it was one of his caprices to read as he lay
at full length, either on the ground or a sofa,--and the paper and pens
were scattered about in different quarters, as accident suggested. The
only thing like ornament to be seen was a lithographic print of Cro'
Martin Castle over the fireplace,--a strange exception would it seem,
but traceable, perhaps, to some remote scene of boyish admiration for
what had first awakened in him a feeling of awe and admiration; and
there it now remained, time-worn and discolored, perhaps unnoticed, or
looked on with very different emotions. Ay! these pictures are terrible
landmarks of our thoughts! I speak not of such as appeal to our hearts
by the features we loved, the eyes into whose depths we have gazed, the
lips on whose accents we have hung entranced, but even when they trace
the outlines of some spot well known to us in boyhood,--some scene of
long, long years ago. It is not alone that the “Then” and “Now” stand
out in strongest contrast, that what we were and what we are are in
juxtaposition, but that whole memories of what we once hoped to be come
rushing over us, and all the spirit-stirring emotions of early ambitions
mingle themselves with the stern realities of the present. And, after
all, what success in life, however great and seemingly unexpected it may
be, ever equals one of the glorious daydreams of our boyish ambition,
in which there comes no alloy of broken health, wasted energies, and
exhausted spirits? or, far worse again, the envious jealousy of those
we once deemed friends, and who, had we lived obscurely, still might
be such? Student life is essentially imaginative. The very division of
time, the objects which have value to a student's eyes, the seclusion
in which he lives, the tranquil frame of mind coexistent with highly
strained faculties, all tend to make his intervals of repose periods of
day-dream and revery. It is not improbable that these periods are the
fitting form of relaxation for overtaxed minds, and that the Imagination
is the soothing influence that repairs the wear and tear of Reason.
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