The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Hitherto her life had been one of unceasing exertion and toil; from
early dawn to late night she had been employed; her fatigues, however,
great as they were, had been always allied with power. What she willed
she could execute. Means never failed her, no matter how costly the
experiment, to carry out her plans, and difficulty gave only zest to
every undertaking. There is nothing more captivating than this sense of
uncontrolled ability for action, especially when exercised by one of
a warm and enthusiastic nature. To feel herself the life and spring of
every enterprise, to know that she suggested and carried out each plan,
that her ingenuity devised, and her energy accomplished all the changes
around her, was in itself a great fascination; and now suddenly she
was to awake from all this, and find herself unoccupied and powerless.
Willingly, without a regret, could she abdicate from all the pomp
and splendor of a great household; she saw troops of servants depart,
equipage sold, great apartments closed up without a pang! To come down
to the small conditions of narrow fortune in her daily life cost her
nothing, beyond a smile. It was odd, it was strange; but it was no more!
Far otherwise, however, did she feel the circumstances of her impaired
power. That hundreds of workmen were no longer at her bidding, that
whole families no longer looked up to her for aid and comfort,--these
were astounding facts, and came upon her with an actual shock.
“For what am I left here?” cried she, passionately, to Henderson, as he
met each suggestion she made by the one cold word, “Impossible.” “Is
it to see destitution that I cannot relieve,--witness want that I am
powerless to alleviate? To what end or with what object do I remain?”
“I canna say, miss,” was the dry response.
“If it be to humiliate me by the spectacle of my own inefficiency, a day
or a week will suffice for that; years could not teach me more.”
Henderson bowed what possibly might mean an acquiescence.
“I don't speak of the estate,” cried she, earnestly; “but what 's to
become of the people?”
“Many o' them will emigrate, miss, I've no doubt,” said he, “when they
see there 's nothing to bide for.”
“You take it easily, sir. You see little hardships in men having to
leave home and country; but I tell you that home may be poor and country
cruel, and yet both very hard to part with.”
“That 's vara true, miss,” was the dry response.
“For anything there is now to be done here, you, sir, are to the full as
competent as I am. I ask again, To what end am I here?”
Giving to her question a very different significance from what she
intended, Henderson calmly said, “I thought, miss, it was just yer ain
wish, and for no other reason.”
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