The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Little momentary bursts of energy would drive him now and then to his
books, and for a week or two he would work really hard; when a change as
sudden would come over him, and he would relapse into his former apathy.
Thus was it that he had lived for some time after the term had come to
an end, and scarcely a single student lingered within the silent courts.
Perhaps the very solitude was the great charm of the place; there was
that in his lonely, unfriended, uncompanionable existence that seemed to
feed the brooding melancholy in which he indulged with all the ardor
of a vice. He liked to think himself an outcast and forgotten. It was a
species of flattery that he addressed to his own heart when he affected
to need neither sympathy nor affection. Still his was not the stuff of
which misanthropy is fashioned, and he felt acutely the silence of his
friend Nelligan, who had never once written to him since they parted.
“I 'd scarcely have left _him_ here,” said he to himself one day; “had
_he_ been in my position, I 'd hardly have quitted _him_ under such
circumstances. He knew all about my quarrel with my father. He had read
our letters on each side. To be sure he had condemned _me_, and taken
the side against me; still, when there was a breach, and that breach
offered no prospect of reconciliation, it was but scant friendship to
say good-bye, and desert me. He might, at least, have asked me down to
his house. I 'd not have gone; that 's certain. I feel myself very
poor company for myself, and I 'd not inflict my stupidity upon others.
Still, _he_ might have thought it kind or generous. In fact, in such a
case I would have taken no refusal; I'd have insisted.”
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