The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
All the reserve his young college friend had maintained with regard to
his family was at once explained; and Jack began to think over how
often it must have occurred to him to say the most galling and offensive
things in his ignorance of Nelligan's real station. “If he had been
frank and open with me,” said he to himself, “this would never have
happened.” But therein Jack made two errors, since Nelligan was in no
wise bound to make such revelations, nor was Massingbred the man to
distinguish himself amongst his associates by a close friendship with
the son of a country shopkeeper. He had been trained in a very different
school, and taught to estimate his own station by the standard of
his companionship. Indeed, he had witnessed the lenity which met his
transgressions when they occurred in high company, and saw his father
pay the debts he had contracted amongst titled associates with a far
more generous forgiveness than had they taken their origin with
more plebeian friends. “What could have induced the man to become a
Fellow-Commoner,” said he, over and over; “it is such a palpable piece
of presumption?” The truth was, Jack felt excessively irritated at never
having even suspected his friend's pretensions, and was eager to throw
the blame of a deception where none had ever been practised.
“They told me I should find everything very different here from in
England, but they never hinted at anything like this.” There came then
another phase over his reflections, as he asked himself, “But what
affair is it of mine? Nelligan never thrust himself on me, it was I that
sought him. He never proposed introducing me to his family, it was I
that made them out,--I, in fact, who have imposed myself upon them. If
I deemed the old grocer _infra dig._, I need never have known him; but
I have not felt this to be the case. He may be--indeed, Joe Nelligan's
father ought to be--a very superior fellow, and at all events the whole
situation is new, and must be amusing.”
Such was the course of his thoughts as he arranged his clothes in the
little chest of drawers, put out his few books and papers on the table,
and proceeded to make himself perfectly at home and comfortable in his
new quarters.
The embarrassments of selfish men are always lighter than those of other
people, their egotism filling, as it does, such a very large space in
the sea of their troubles. Thus was it that Massingbred suffered little
discomfort at the thought of his friend Nelligan's probable shame and
awkwardness, his thoughts being occupied by how he, clever fellow that
he was, had traced out his home and origin,--won, by a few words, the
old father's esteem, and established himself, by his own sharp wits, a
guest of his house.
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