The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. II (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. II (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Her diminished power amongst the people had been fully compensated by
the sincere love and affection she had won from them by acts of charity
and devotion. Even these, however, owed much of their efficacy to the
prestige of her station. No peasant in Europe puts so high a value on
the intercourse with a rank above his own as does the Irish. The most
pleasant flattery to his nature is the notice of “the gentleman,” and
it was more than half the boon Mary bestowed upon the poor, that she
who sat down beside the bed, who heated the little drink, who raised the
head to swallow it, was the daughter of the Great House! Would not her
altered fortune destroy this charm? was now her bitter reflection. Up
to this hour, greatly reduced as were the means she dispensed, and the
influence she wielded, she still lived in the proud home of her family,
and all regarded her as the representative of her honored name. But
now--No, she could not endure the thought! “If I must descend to further
privations,” said she to herself, “let me seek out some new scene,--some
spot where I am unknown, have never been heard of; there, at least, I
shall be spared the contrast of the past with the present, nor see in
every incident the cruel mockery of my former life.
“And yet,” thought she, “how narrow-minded and selfish is all this, how
mean-spirited, to limit the question to my own feelings! Is there no
duty involved in this sacrifice? Shall I not still--reduced though I be
in fortune--shall I not still be a source of comfort to many here? Will
not the very fact of my presence assure them that they are not deserted?
They have seen me under some trials, and the lesson has not been
fruitless. Let them then behold me, under heavier ones, not dismayed nor
cast down. What I lose in the prestige of station I shall more than gain
in sympathy; and so I remain!” No sooner was the resolve formed than
all her wonted courage came back. Rallying with the stimulus of action
before her, she began to plan out a new life, in which her relation
to the people should be closer and nearer than ever. There was a small
ornamental cottage on the demesne, known as the Chalet, built by
Lady Dorothea after one she had seen in the Oberland; this Mary now
determined on for her home, and there, with Catty Broon alone, she
resolved to live.
“My aunt,” thought she, “can scarcely be so wedded to the Henderson
scheme but that this will equally satisfy her wishes; and while it
secures a home and a resting-place for-poor Catty, it rescues _me_ from
what I should feel as a humiliation.”
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