The Martyrdom of MadelineBuchanan, Robert Williams
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The Martyrdom of Madeline
Buchanan, Robert Williams
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‘I am glad she has told you,’ said Forster quietly. ‘Yes, I have asked
her to become my wife.’
White did not speak for some minutes, and his expression was very sad
and scared.
‘I am very sorry,’ he murmured at last. ‘I can’t tell how sorry I am.
I--I don’t know what to say, upon my soul. It is such an honour--such a
surprise too--and you, God knows you are the best man in the world. But
it can’t be. You had it from her own lips. She will never marry.’
White’s eyes were full of tears, and he gulped down a glass of wine in
extreme emotion.
‘After all,’ he added eagerly, not meeting the other’s eyes, ‘she’s
only a poor girl, and it wouldn’t be right for a man in your position to
marry an actress.’
‘I never loved a woman before,’ returned the merchant, ‘and I know I
shall never love again. My first marriage was not altogether a happy
one, and I was driven more than led into it; but, thank God, I did my
duty, and I have my boy. But I’m a lonely man--you don’t know how
lonely, and I thought--I thought this might have been.’
‘I wish to God it could, I do with all my soul.’
‘I am sure of that.’
‘And oh, my dear Forster,’ cried White, almost sobbing, ‘don’t fancy
that my dear girl doesn’t value you at your worth. She knows how good
you are. She knows what a friend you have been to us all, but--but----’
‘But she does not love me. Well, I could hardly dare to expect it.’
‘It’s not that. I swear it’s not that. As I’m a living man I believe she
worships the very ground you tread on. “Dear Guardian,” she said to me
last night, “I never was so happy and proud, and yet I never was so sad.
Tell him how grateful I am, how gladly I would die to serve him--but as
for marriage, you know it can never be.”’
‘Do you know that?’ asked Forster, looking keenly at his companion.
White’s face was pale as death.
‘I do know it.’
‘She will never marry?’
‘Never.’
I think I understand,’ said Forster, with a sigh of relief. ‘She has
made up her mind to devote herself to her noble profession, and she
believes, perhaps wisely, that a great artist should be free of
all domestic ties. But do you think I am one of those idiots, those
miserable moneybags, who account the profession of an actress a
degradation? She should never leave the stage, unless of her own wish
and will. She should be encouraged, helped as far as a plain fellow like
myself could help her--in all the aspirations of her art. I should glory
in her success, and triumph in her triumph--I should indeed.’
White looked at the bright open face of Forster, and fairly wrung his
hands in despair.
‘I wish it were possible,’ he groaned. ‘For her sake, even more than
yours.’
Forster leant over the table, and continued in rapid, eager tones.
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