The Martyrdom of MadelineBuchanan, Robert Williams
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The Martyrdom of Madeline
Buchanan, Robert Williams
Fiction
‘Keep him quiet,’ he whispered to her at the door.
‘I’ll look in again in the afternoon.’
From this intimation it became clear that the doctor was uneasy.
Scarcely had he gone when the patient exhibited great restlessness and
difficulty of breathing; and when the doctor returned in the afternoon
he found him rambling incoherently.
Leaving the sick room, he went into the studio, where Forster, whose
attentions had been unremitting, was impatiently waiting.
‘My fears are realised,’ said the physician, gravely.
‘Peritonitis has supervened.’
Before long it became manifest that White was sinking; as the hours
progressed he grew weaker and weaker, until the end seemed likely to
come in stupor. With despairing love and pity, but almost with dry eyes,
Madeline sat by the bedside; and as she gazed upon the wild, worn face,
watched the thin, white hand laying outside the coverlet, and heard the
quiet, monotonous breathing, she already seemed to feel the shadow of
death upon her life. As one standing safe on some dark river’s shore
watches the struggles of an almost spent drowning man, and forgets
everything in the intense dread and horror of the contemplation, so she
watched the sick bed; unable to weep, unable to pray (for, indeed,
her hopes and fears seldom at any time took the shape of prayer), but
feeling always as if with the slow ebb of her guardian’s life her life
was ebbing too. For White, she felt, was her only friend in this hard
world, the only being who knew the full extent of her own sorrow, the
only kind soul for whom she cared to live. In all her gentle theatrical
ambition her thought had been of him; how she could bring comfort to his
heart, see the pride and pleasure kindle on his face, make his old age
pleasant, and walk by his side the dark descent to the grave. And now,
if he left her, what remained?
In these hours of sorrow the frequent presence of Forster was a secret
source of irritation to the troubled girl. His very devotion troubled
her, for she seemed to read in it, not merely friendly kindness and
affection, but an ever-encroaching assumption of a higher sympathy. He
was a good man, a true friend, she knew, but she would have loved him
far better if he had loved her less, and her mind was quite made up--if
her dear guardian died, no living man, friend or husband, should ever
take his place.
The shadow came nearer, and it became clear at last that White was
drifting away beyond all human hope. He suffered little or no pain,
but momentarily grew weaker. At last one morning he seemed to rally a
little, and spoke clearly and collectedly on his approaching end.
‘I am going to leave you, my dear,’ he said softly, while she held his
hand fondly in her own. ‘I wanted to live a little longer, just to see a
dear girl at the top of the tree, but I suppose it is all for the best.
Well, I want you to promise me one thing before I go.’
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