The Martyrdom of MadelineBuchanan, Robert Williams
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The Martyrdom of Madeline
Buchanan, Robert Williams
Fiction
Having satisfactorily explained her return, Madeline went at once to
her room, where she found her maid awaiting her. The girl assisted her
mistress to remove her dress; to take down her hair, and put on her
dressing gown; then she was summarily dismissed for the night, and
Madeline, after locking her door, sat down to think what it would be
best for her to do.
What had she done? Nothing as yet. She had let the man see that she
feared him, certainly, but then he needed no sign from her to assure
him of that. She had, moreover, in her desperation and fear of exposure,
made an assignation with him. But then that assignation need never be
kept. There was one way open to her--one open, honest course; but she
shrank from it appalled. Her heart counselled thus--‘Go to your husband,
tell him all, and throw yourself upon his sympathy;’ but her courage
failed her, she shrank back like a contaminated guilty thing.
‘Go to him, look in his eyes, and say to him--“I have seen to-night the
man who made me his mistress; with one word he can bring disgrace upon
me, and _you_”---------’
No, she could not do it. Whatever her husband had heard of her past she
hoped by this time he had forgotten. In Forster’s sight, at least,
she would not be degraded; come what might, she would fight her battle
alone.
CHAPTER XXIX.--GAVROLLES.
When Madeline came down to breakfast next morning she looked very ill.
There was a wild light in her eyes and a feverish flush upon her face.
Quite unsuspicious of the real cause of the change in her, Forster
attributed it to the indisposition of the night before, and began to
wonder if the sudden change in her habits was going to tell upon her
health.
It certainly was a great change to be transported from the wild
excitement of public life to the monotonous existence of a quiet house
like his; but when he had asked her to give up the stage, he had thought
he was lifting from her shoulders a load of which she would gladly be
free. He had wished his wife to take her ease and enjoy her days, not to
toil wearily as if for her daily bread. But now he began to think
that he had been totally wrong. While he had been working away with
unconscious happiness in the City, his beautiful wild bird had been
beating her breast against the bars of her gilded cage, and pining for
that freedom which to all gifted beings is so dear. These thoughts and
many more of the same strain passed through Forster’s mind, while he
made his way to the City. Long before he reached his office he had
decided how to act.
‘I will speak to Madeline to-night,’ he said to himself, and hear her
views. Something must be done to make her contented.’
Meanwhile Madeline, left with Miss Forster, walked about the room in new
restlessness. She looked out of the window; it was a damp, dark day;
she looked at her watch, it was past ten o’clock. In an hour she had
promised to meet the man, and by this time she had settled in her mind
that she must go.
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