In the great moments of man's life woman comes before--and after. Some
shadow of this truth was in, Eve's mind as she lay back in her seat with
closed eyes, and parted lips. It seemed that life came to her now for
the first time--came in the glad, proud, satisfying tide of things
accomplished. This was her hour: and the recognition of it brought the
blood to her face in a sudden, happy rush. There had been no need to
precipitate its coming; it had been ordained from the first. Whether she
desired it or no, whether she strove to draw it nearer or strove to ward
it off, its coming had been inevitable. She opened her eyes suddenly and
looked out into the darkness--the darkness throbbing with multitudes of
lives, all awaiting, all desiring fulfilment. She was no longer lonely,
no longer aloof; she was kin with all this pitiful, admirable, sinning,
loving humanity. Again tears of pride and happiness filled her eyes.
Then suddenly the thing she had waited for came to pass.
Loder leaned close to her. She was conscious of his nearer presence, of
his strong, masterful personality. With a thrill that caught her breath,
she felt his arm. about her shoulder and heard the sound of his voice.
“Eve,” he said,--“I love you. Do you understand I love you.” And drawing
her close to him he bent and kissed her.
With Loder, to do was to do fully. When he gave, he gave generously;
when he swept aside a barrier he left no stone standing. He had
been slow to recognize his capacities--slower still to recognize his
feelings. But now that the knowledge came he received it openly. In this
matter of newly comprehended love he gave no thought to either past or
future. That they loved and were alone was all he knew or questioned.
She was as much Eve--the one woman--as though they were together in the
primeval garden; and in that spirit he claimed her.
He neither spoke nor behaved extravagantly in that great moment of
comprehension. He acted quietly, with the completeness of purpose that
he gave to everything. He had found a new capacity within himself, and
he was strong enough to dread no weakness in displaying it.
Holding her close to him, he repeated his declaration again and again,
as though repetition ratified it. He found no need to question her
feeling for him--he had divined it in a flash of inspiration as she
stood waiting in the doorway of the gallery; but his own surrender was a
different matter.
As the carriage passed round the corner of Whitehall and dipped into the
traffic of Piccadilly he bent down again until her soft hair brushed his
face; and the warm personal contact, the slight, fresh smell of violets
so suggestive of her presence, stirred' him afresh.
“Eve,” he said, vehemently, “do you understand? Do you know that I have
loved you always--from the very first?” As he said it he bent still
nearer, kissing her lips, her forehead, her hair.
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