Loder made no movement. His mind was unpleasantly upset. It was nearly
a fortnight since he had seen Lillian, and in the interval her attitude
had changed, and the change puzzled him. It might mean the philosophy of
a woman who, knowing herself without adequate weapons, withdraws from a
combat that has proved fruitless; or it might imply the merely catlike
desire to toy with a certainty. He looked quickly at the delicate
face, the green eyes somewhat obliquely set, the unreliable mouth; and
instantly he inclined to the latter theory. The conviction that she
possessed the telegram filled him suddenly, and with it came the desire
to put his belief to the test--to know beyond question whether her
smiling unconcern meant malice or mere entertainment.
“When you first came into the room,” he said, quietly, “you said 'I
thought it would be you.' Why did you say that?”
Again she smiled--the smile that might be malicious or might be merely
amused. “Oh,” she answered at last, “I only meant that though I had
been told Jack Chilcote wanted me, it wasn't Jack Chilcote I expected to
see!”
After her statement there was a pause. Loder's position was difficult.
Instinctively convinced that, strong in the possession of her proof,
she was enjoying his tantalized discomfort, he yet craved the actual
evidence that should set his suspicions to rest. Acting upon the desire,
he made a new beginning.
“Do you know why I came?” he asked.
Lillian looked up innocently. “It's so hard to be certain of anything in
this world,” she said. “But one is always at liberty to guess.”
Again he was perplexed. Her attitude was not quite the attitude of
one who controls the game, and yet--He looked at her with a puzzled
scrutiny. Women for him had always spelled the incomprehensible; he was
at his best, his strongest, his surest in the presence of men. Feeling
his disadvantage, yet determined to gain his end, he made a last
attempt.
“How did you amuse yourself at Grosvenor Square this morning before
Eve came to you?” he asked. The effort was awkwardly blunt, but it was
direct.
Lillian was buttoning her glove. She did not raise her head as he
spoke, but her fingers paused in their task. For a second she remained
motionless, then she looked up slowly.
“Oh,” she said, sweetly, “so I was right in my guess? You did come to
find out whether I sat in the morning-room with my hands in my lap--or
wandered about in search of entertainment?”
Loder colored with annoyance and apprehension. Every look, every tone of
Lillian's was distasteful to him. No microscope could have revealed her
more fully to him than did his own eyesight. But it was not the moment
for personal antipathies; there were other interests than his own at
stake. With new resolution he returned her glance.
“Then I must still ask my first question, why did you say, 'I thought it
would be you?'” His gaze was direct--so direct that it disconcerted her.
She laughed a little uneasily.
“Because I knew.”
“How did you know?”
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