Here at the outset his inexperience met him. His voice, pitched too low,
only reached those directly near him. It was a moment of great strain.
Eve, listening intently, drew a long breath of suspense and let her
fingers drop apart; the sceptical, watchful eyes that faced him, line
upon line, seemed to flash and brighten with critical interest; only
Fraide made no change of expression. He sat placid, serious, attentive,
with the shadow of a smile behind his eyes.
Again Loder paused, but this time the pause was shorter. The ordeal he
had dreaded and waited for was passed and he saw his way clearly. With
the old movement of the shoulders he straightened himself and once more
began to speak. This time his voice rang quietly true and commanding
across the floor of the House.
No first step can be really great; it must of necessity possess more of
prophecy than of achievement; nevertheless it is by the first step that
a man marks the value, not only of his cause, but of himself. Following
broadly on the lines that tradition has laid down for the Conservative
orator, Loder disguised rather than displayed the vein of strong,
persuasive eloquence that was his natural gift. The occasion that might
possibly justify such a display of individuality might lie with the
future, but it had no application to the present. For the moment his
duty was to voice his party sentiments with as much lucidity, as much
logic, and as much calm conviction as lay within his capacity.
Standing quietly in Chilcote's place, he was conscious with a deep sense
of gravity of the peculiarity of his position; and perhaps it was this
unconscious and unstudied seriousness that lent him the tone of weight
and judgment so essential to the cause he had in hand. It has always
been difficult to arouse the interest of the House on matters of British
policy in Persia. Once aroused, it may, it is true, reach fever heat
with remarkable rapidity, but the introductory stages offer that worst
danger to the earnest speaker--the dread of an apathetic audience. But
from this consideration Loder, by his sharp consciousness of personal
difficulties, was given immunity.
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