Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
And there had been a time when in that very house he had been a pretty,
innocent, beloved child; when he had been clasped in a mother’s arms,
her idol and her hope; when he had run across those lawns without with
fleet feet and flying hair; when old servants had watched his every
step, repeated his every word, and a proud race had seen in him the
security for its future continuance and honor!
The vicar by sheer force of habit folded his hands, composed a pious
face, and began a prayer.
“O Lord our God, let this Thy good and faithful servant----”
“Stop that,” said Cocky, opening his eyes. “I won’t bluff the Almighty
just at the last out of funk.”
It was one feeble flicker of the honor of his race, which he had
outraged and derided all the forty years of his life, but which in
the moment of death came to him for one second. The words shocked his
hearers as a blasphemy, but in truth they expressed the only honorable
scruple of a dishonorable life. He would not “bluff the Almighty”; he
would not at the end of all, and in the face of death, turn, out of
fear, to what he had mocked and ridiculed through all his years of life.
“Get on the bed and kiss your poor dear papa, my lord,” whispered the
nurse, who had followed Jack into the room lest he should worry her
lady.
Jack hung back, reluctant, but the slender white hands of his mother,
which could hold so tightly, gripped him round the waist and lifted him
on to the bed. He burst out crying from fright and a vague pity which
stirred in his childish bosom. Then his compassion made him conquer
his fears. He put his fresh rosy mouth shrinkingly to the waxen sunken
cheek of the dying man. But Cocky by a supreme effort turned his head
away with a glare of anger in his eyes, and the child’s warm lips
kissed the pillow.
“Damn you and your brats!” he said, with enfeebled voice but
intensified venom, and his gaze, full of meaning, met hers, and said
all which he had never spoken through all the years in which she had
borne his name.
“It is so sad how often the dying take a hatred to what they love best
in life,” she murmured to the London physician, a bland bald person
who had buried patients in Westminster Abbey, and that second best
Valhalla, St. Paul’s.
“Damn you and all your brats!” Cocky muttered feebly again as his gaze
sought and found his wife’s face through the mist of unreality which
was fast hiding all the facts and figures of existence from him for
evermore.
“Let us pray,” said the vicar in a hushed and awed voice, for he was
indeed unspeakably shocked. She dropped on her knees and everyone else
knelt also.
Then the shrill short labored breathing ceased to whistle feebly
through the silence: the bed-covering heaved no more.
Cocky was dead.
The child slipped down on to the floor. Alberic Orme and Hurstmanceaux
stood hesitating on the threshold of the chamber.
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