Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
“I say,” he murmured with timidity--“I say, dear, I have wanted to ask
you ever since--I suppose--I mean, of course, I understand, now you
are free you will want me to--wish me to--I mean we shall have to get
married, shan’t we, when the year’s out?”
When these words had escaped him he was sensible that they were not
complimentary, that they were not at all what he ought to have said,
and a vague sensation of fright stole over him and he felt himself turn
pale.
Into the blue eyes of Mouse that terrible lightning flashed which had
withered up his courage very often as flame licks up dry grass. Then
her sense of humor was stronger than her sense of offence; she took her
cigarette out of her mouth and laughed with a genuine peal of musical
laughter which was not affected. He stared at her, relieved, but in
his turn offended. After all, he thought, it was not every man who
would have ridden so straight up to the fence of duty and taken it so
gallantly.
“My dear Harry,” she said, rather slightingly, when her mirth had
subsided, “I have had to listen to many declarations in my time,
but--but I never had one so eloquent, so delicate, so opportune as
yours. Pray will you tell me why I should be supposed to want to marry
you, as you chivalrously express it?”
“It’s usual,” he answered sulkily, not daring to express the
astonishment with which her tone and manner filled him.
“What is usual?” she asked, looking straight at him with serene
imperturbable coolness and entire refusal to meet him half way by any
kind of comprehension.
“Well, it _is_, you know that,” he replied, looking down on the carpet.
“Usual for a woman to marry again seven weeks after her husband’s
death? I never heard so. I believe there is a country where a widow
does marry all her husband’s brothers one after another, as fast as she
can, but that country is not England.”
She put her cigarette back into her mouth again.
He looked at her apprehensively and shyly as Jack did very often from
under his long lashes. He was puzzled and he was humiliated. He had
brought himself up with a rush to do what he thought honor and all
the rest of it required of him, and his self-sacrifice was not even
appreciated but derided.
“I thought, of course, you’d desire it on account of the children,” he
said stupidly, insanely, for he should have known that truths like this
cannot be told to women with any possibility of pardon to the teller of
them.
She looked at him with an admirably imitated astonishment.
“For the children? For Cocky’s children? I am really unable to guess
why.”
“Oh, damnation!”
The rude word escaped him despite himself; he rose and walked to and
fro across the room trying to keep down the very unreasonable passion
which burned within him.
“Pray sit down--or go out,” said Mouse calmly, and she lighted a fresh
cigarette at the little silver lighter.
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