Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
He, still standing in front of her, gazed down on her gloomily.
Certainly he had been keenly and nervously apprehensive that she would
expect to marry him--would insist on marrying him; but now that she
so decidedly refused to do so the matter took another aspect in his
eyes. A vague sullen sense of offended and repudiated ownership rose
up in him; it is a sentiment extremely tenacious, unreasonable, and
aggressive, whether it be agrarian or amorous. He did not say anything;
words were not very abundant with him, but he continued to look down on
her gloomily.
Marry money!
And the man with money would have all this charming fair beauty of
hers, and would have Jack and the others in his nurseries: and he
himself--where would he be? Done with; rubbed off the slate; struck
out of the running; allowed to do a theatre with her now and then
perhaps, and see Jack and the others on their ponies in the ride of a
morning--where was the good of Cocky having died? He wished with all
his soul that Cocky had not died. Things had been so comfortable with
poor old Cocky.
He was accustomed to consider himself as a part of her property; for
nearly ten years she had disposed of his time, his circumstance,
and his resources; he had always been at her beck and call, and the
nurseries had been his recompense; he was stunned to be flung off in
this way like any stranger. She saw that he was angry, more angry than
he knew. She guessed all the various feelings which were at work within
him; they were clearer to her than to himself. She was fond of him; she
did not wish to lose him entirely; there was nobody else she liked so
much, nobody else so extremely good-looking. She administered an opiate
after the severe wound she had given.
“You goose!” she said softly, whilst her blue eyes smiled caressingly
upon him. “You are too terribly tragic to-day. Do look at things in
their right form, dear; you must see that however much we might like
it we can’t possibly afford to marry each other. We might as well want
to drive a team of giraffes down Piccadilly. We have nothing to marry
upon, and we are both of us people who require a good deal. Besides,
society will expect us to marry, and for that reason alone I wouldn’t.
It would be _de me donner dans le tort_. I shall marry somebody
extremely rich. I don’t know who yet, but somebody, I promise you,
who shall be nice to you, dear; just as nice as poor Cocky was, and
somebody who won’t be always wanting five pounds as Cocky was, but, on
the contrary, will be able to lend five hundred if you wish for it.”
The future she so delicately suggested seemed to her so seductive
that she expected it to fully satisfy her companion. But he saw it in
another and a less favorable aspect. His handsome face grew dark as a
thunder-cloud and his teeth shut tightly together. He stood before her,
staring down on her.
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