Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
The harassing torment of her compulsory submission to him made her look
worn, anxious, thin. “Surely I am not losing my beauty,” she thought
with horror, as she looked at herself in the mirrors, and each day she
was obliged to have a little more recourse to the aids of art.
She knew well enough that however brilliant may be artificial
loveliness, it is never quite the same as the radiance of that natural
beauty which can affront the drenching rain of a hunting-field or the
scorching sun on a yacht-deck, or, most difficult to bear of all, the
clear light of early day after a ball.
Oh, how she hated everyone! Cocky in his grave, and Beaumont in
his shop, and Ronald who had brought all this misery upon her, and
Brancepeth who had taken her at her word; and--oh, how bitterly and
with what deadly hatred!--this coarse, common, hideous creature who
said to her in his brutal derision:
“Billy’s been one too many for you, eh, my dear?”
He had put this thoroughbred trotter into the harness of his homely
wagon, and it never ceased to please him to watch her jib, and start,
and tremble, and pant, as he flogged her along the stony road of
subservience to his will and desires.
The more intensely she dreaded and loathed him the more entirely did he
enjoy his revenge. It had cost him a great deal of money, but he did
not grudge the money. The sport was rare.
“Stow that, my pretty,” he said to her when he saw her receiving as
if she liked it the attentions of some man who might very well be in
earnest and desire to persuade her to a second marriage. “Stow that, my
pretty. You aren’t a-going to wed with nobody--Billy’s here.”
Her disgust, her indignation, her helpless revolt, were all infinitely
diverting to him; he let her free herself a moment, only to pull her
up with a jerk and remind her that he was her master. She felt that as
long as he lived he would never let her escape him.
“Perhaps I’ll marry you myself if the old woman goes to glory,” he said
with a grin. “Don’t you count on it though, my dear; I may see somebody
else and disappoint you!”
His position was too dear to him for any jeopardy of it to be risked
for any other consideration on earth. It was to his own fear for
himself that she owed such partial relief from him as she obtained,
such comparative liberty as his jealous vengeance permitted; such
formal politeness as he showed her in society. He was afraid she might
make a confession to Hurstmanceaux if he pressed her too hard, and this
feeling alone kept his tyrannies within certain bounds, and compelled
him to treat her with courtesy before the world.
But the low-bred ruffianism which was his true inner man showed itself
frequently in private.
Once he wiped his dusty boots on the hem of her gown.
“A duchess’s frock makes a nice door-mat,” he said with relish. “Don’t
you squeal, my pretty, or damn me if I don’t wipe ’em with your hair
next.”
She knew that he would do as he said.
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