Aristocracy (Social class) -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Rich people -- Fiction
She said nothing of what she found and thought to her mother, and lived
on in that state of isolated reflection and regret which can only be
supported by those who are strong in character and independent of
sympathy, but from which even they suffer greatly. She did not try to
trace Robert Airley. When she heard that he was suspected of the crime
but could not be found, she was relieved to think that he was lost to
sight; his seizure and trial would have been agony to her. The horror
of her discoveries and the shame of them filled her with a feeling as
of personal guilt. She looked worn, unwell, aged; she had nothing in
her regard, in her manner, in her thoughts, of the sense of freedom and
power which all would have expected her to feel in such an accession
to immense wealth, in entire liberty. She had no one to whom she could
speak of anything which she felt. Lord Framlingham was in India, and he
was the only person to whom she could have confided something of her
anxieties, her shame, her uncertainty what to do and how to bear the
burden laid upon her. She knew that she must carry all her knowledge
shut up in her own breast as long as she lived. It lay like a stone
upon her, as did the inheritance of all this ill-gotten wealth.
One day, when she was as usual in the little study poring over an old
ledger, one of the servants brought her a card. On it was printed,
“Earl of Hurstmanceaux.” She was surprised, much surprised, but she
remembered the letter her father had addressed to him. She hesitated
some moments: if he came on his sister’s business could he not go to
the lawyer?
“Ask Lord Hurstmanceaux to be so good as to see the solicitors,” she
said to the servant, who returned in a few minutes with the reply that
Lord Hurstmanceaux desired the favor of a personal interview.
“Show him into the library then,” she said, much surprised. “I will
come to him there.”
She put back the ledger in its place, closed the case which held it,
and left the room, locking the door with that safety-key which had
never quitted her father’s watch-chain in his lifetime, and which she
carried now always on hers.
She did not go to her room to see how she looked, as most women would
have done; she did not even glance at one of the mirrors in the rooms
through which she passed. She went as she was, looking very white, very
worn, very stern in her close black gown, to the other end of the house
where the library was.
Hurstmanceaux was standing in the middle of the room; the light from
one of the windows shone on his fair hair. She saw that he too was very
pale and appeared distressed and embarrassed.
“You wished to see me, Lord Hurstmanceaux,” she said coldly. “Would not
the solicitors have done equally well?”
“No,” said Hurstmanceaux--his voice was harsh and unsteady. “I venture
to beg of you not to make my errand known to your solicitors.”
She was silent; she sat down and motioned to him to do the same, but he
remained standing.
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