English fiction -- 19th century; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Smugglers -- Fiction
For a moment she looked steadily at him, and then her face flushed hot
with pain. But she would not contradict it. She began to think that
she had never quite understood the nature of Mr. Blake-Gordon.
"In the future, you and I will probably not meet often, William; if at
all," she resumed. "But you will carry with you my best wishes, and I
shall always rejoice to hear of your happiness and prosperity. The
past we must, both of us, try to forget."
"I shall never forget it," was the impulsive answer.
"Do you remember my dream?" she sadly asked. "The one I told you of
that ball night. How strangely it is being fulfilled! And, do you
know, I think that beautiful Dresden vase, that papa broke, must have
been an omen of the evil in store for the house."
He stood up now, feeling how miserable it all was, feeling his own
littleness. For a short while longer they talked together: but Mary
wished the interview over.
When it came to the actual parting she nearly broke down. It was very
hard and bitter. Her life had not so long ago promised to be so
bright! Now all was at an end. As to marriage--never for her: of that
kind of happiness the future contained none. Calmness, patience in
suffering, resignation, and in time even contentment, she might find
in some path of duty; but beyond that, nothing.
They stood close together, her hands held in his, their hearts aching
with pain and yearning, each to each, with that sad yearning that is
born of utter hopelessness. A parting like this seems to be more cruel
than the parting of death.
"Come what may, Mary, I shall love you, and you alone, to the end. You
tell me I shall marry: it may be so; I know not: but if so, my wife,
whomsoever she may be, will never have my love; never, never. We do
not love twice in a lifetime. And, if those who have loved on earth
are permitted to meet in Heaven, you and I, my best and dearest, shall
assuredly find together in Eternity the happiness denied us here."
She was but mortal, after all; and the words sent a strange thrill of
pleasure through her heart. Ah, no! he would never love another as he
had loved her; she knew it: and it might be--it might be--that they
should recognise each other in the bliss of a never-ending Hereafter!
And so they parted, each casting upon the other a long, last,
lingering look, just as Mary had already imagined in her foreboding
dream.
That evening, as Miss Castlemaine was sitting alone, musing on the
past, the present, and the future, nursing her misery and her
desolation, the door opened and Thomas Hill was shown in. She had seen
more of him than of any one else, save Mrs. Webb, since the ruin.
"Miss Mary," said he, when they had shaken hands, "I've come to ask
you whether the report can be true?"
"What report?" inquired Mary: but a suspicion of what he must mean
rushed over her, ere the words had well passed her lips.
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