English fiction -- 19th century; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Smugglers -- Fiction
But one creditor, whose name did not appear on the books, and who had
put in no demand to be satisfied, was passed over in silence. Mary
Ursula's fortune had been hopelessly sacrificed; and it was already
known that little, if anything, would be left for her. She knew how
and why her fortune had gone: Mr. Hill had explained it all to her; it
had helped to save her father's honour and good name; and had it been
ten times the amount, she would freely have given it for such a
purpose, and been thankful that she had it to give.
Seeing what it had done, she did not as far as she herself was
concerned, look upon it with one moment's regret. True she was now
poor; very poor compared with the past: she would have at most but
about a hundred and fifty pounds a year; but she was in too much
trouble to think much of money now. One heavy weight had been
lifted--the sickening dread that the creditors would lose part or all.
On that one point she was now at rest. But there were other things.
There was the underlying current of fear that her father had not died of
heart disease; there was the mysterious perplexity attending the
disappearance of her cousin Anthony; and there was her own engagement
to Mr. Blake-Gordon.
Her position was now so different from what it had been when he
proposed to her, and the severity, the pride, the arrogance of Sir
Richard so indisputable, that she feared the worst. Moreover, she
knew, from the present conduct of both father and son, that she had
cause to fear it.
Twice, and twice only, had William Blake-Gordon come to her since her
father's death, and he might so easily have come to her every day in
her desolation! Each time he had been kind and loving as ever; not a
suspicion, not a hint of separation had appeared in look or tone; but
in his manner there had been something never seen before: a reticence;
a keeping back, as it were, of words that ought to come out: and
instinct told her that all was not as it used to be.
"How does your father take the news?--What does he say to it, and to
my loss of fortune?--Is he still willing to receive me?" she had asked
on each occasion; and as often he had contrived to put aside the
questions without satisfactory answer.
Days went on; her position, as to lack of fortune, was known abroad;
and the suspense she endured was making her ill. One morning at the
breakfast table, as she finished reading some letters that had been
delivered for her, Mrs. Webb, who had scanned the letters outside from
the opposite side of the table, put a question that she often did put.
"Is any one of them from Mr. Blake-Gordon, my dear?"
"No," replied Mary. And no one but herself knew what it cost her to
have to say it; or how trying to her was the usual silence that
followed the answer.
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