"Your boy contracted a cold yesterday, and fearing it might develop into bronchitis, I sat up most of the night that I might go into the nursery at intervals to mend the fire under the steam kettle, Janet being worn out and sleepy. Thank God his breathing is better this morning!" Stowell felt as if he were choking. Then came the records of his school-days; his expulsion; the slack times before he set to work; the bright ones when he was a student-at-law; the dark ones when he was going headlong to the dogs. After these latter entries it would be: "A son is a separate being, Isobel. I can only stand and wait." Or sometimes, as if for comfort, a line from one of the great books, not rarely the Bible: "Thy way is in the sea, and thy path is the great waters, and thy footsteps are not known." It was now the middle of the night. A dog was howling somewhere in the farm. Stowell paused and thought of the superstition about a howling dog and a dead body. When he resumed his reading he turned the pages with a trembling hand: "It is six months since Victor returned to the island and he has only been here twice. I had hoped he would come to live with me at Ballamoar. But I must not complain. Nature looks forward, not backward. No son can love his father as the father loves the son. That is the law of life, Isobel, and we who are fathers must reconcile ourselves to it." Stowell felt his head reel and his eyes swim. If he had only known. If somebody had only told him! The fire behind him had gone out by this time and he had begun to shiver. But he turned back to the book for the few remaining pages. And then came a shock. They were all about Fenella, and the Deemster's hope that she and his son would marry. "Never were two young people better matched to the outer eye, Isobel--that splendid girl with her conquering loveliness or your son with his mother's face. Her influence on him seems to be wonderful. She has only been a month back from London, but he is like a new man already." Overwhelmed with confusion Stowell tried to close the book, but he could not do so. "A man looks for a woman who is a heroine, and a woman for a man who is a hero, and please God these two have found each other." Then came a glowing account of the trial at Castle Rushen, and then: "So it's all well at last, Isobel. Your son can do without me now. He needs his father no longer. With that fine woman by his side he will go up and up. They will marry and carry on the tradition of the Ballamoars. It is the dearest wish of my heart that they should do so." There was only one entry after that, and it ran: "I am tired and my work is done. Now I can rejoin you, having waited so long. When I close my eyes to-night I shall see your face--I know I shall. So Good-night, Isobel! Or should I say, Good-morning?"