The Master of Man: The Story of a SinCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Master of Man: The Story of a Sin
Caine, Hall, Sir
Infanticide -- Fiction; Isle of Man -- Fiction; Legal stories; Redemption -- Fiction
Bessie kept step with him, but was almost silent. He asked if she
was comfortable in her new quarters, and she said they were lonesome
after the farm, but old Miss Brown was a dear and Miss Ethel a "dozey
duck."
The common expression humiliated him. He inquired if she had been
able to relieve her mother's anxiety, and she answered no, how could
she, without letting her stepfather know where she was?
"They're telling me he's travelling the island over looking for me,
but I don't know why. He was always dead nuts on me when I was at
home."
Again he felt ashamed. He found it impossible to keep up a
conversation with the girl. To attempt to do so was like throwing a
stone into the sand--no echo, no response.
Only once did Bessie say anything for herself. She was walking on
the landward side of the path, and seeing an old man, with a pair of
horses, grubbing a hungry-looking field, with a cloud of sea-gulls
swirling behind him, she said it was dirty land, full of scutch, and
the farmer was laying it open to the frosts of winter.
Stowell was feeling the sweat on his forehead. How was it possible
to lift up a girl like this? She would be the farm girl to the last.
Good Lord, what magic was there in marriage to change people and
ensure their happiness?
Ballamoar? That lonesome place inside the tall trees! He might shut
out her family, but would not she--illiterate, uninteresting,
inadequate--shut out his friends? And then, he and she together
there, with nothing in common, alone, in the long nights of winter
.... Oh God!
Ashamed of thinking like that of the girl, and having reached the
lighthouse by this time, he drew her arm through his and turned to go
back. The warmth of the contact revived a little of the former
thrill, and he laughed and talked.
The voice of the sea was low that day, and across the bay came shouts
and cheers in fresh young voices--the boys of King William's were
playing football. That brought memories to both of them and he began
to talk about Gell.
"Dear old Alick, he's such a good fellow, isn't he?"
"'Deed he is," said Bessie.
"By the way, he's a sort of old flame of yours, I believe," said
Stowell, looking sideways at the girl, and Bessie blushed and
laughed, but made no answer.
Those black eyes, those full red lips. Yes, this was the girl who....
But the idea of a marriage founded on the passion which had brought
them together revolted him now, and he let Bessie's arm fall to his
side.
When they got back to the old maid's cottage he had still said
nothing of what he had come to say. "Later on," he was telling
himself, but a secret voice inside was whispering, "Never! It is
impossible!"
The elder of the Miss Browns followed him to the gate to ask if he
did not see a great improvement in her charge, and when he said that
Bessie seemed to be a little subdued, she cried:
"Bessie? Oh dear no, not generally! Ask Mr. Gell."
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