The Master of Man: The Story of a SinCaine, Hall, Sir
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The Master of Man: The Story of a Sin
Caine, Hall, Sir
Infanticide -- Fiction; Isle of Man -- Fiction; Legal stories; Redemption -- Fiction
Bessie refused again, and the old woman's eyes began to fill.
"Will I stay up the night with thee, Bessie?"
"Oh, no, no!"
"I'll leave my door open then, and if thou art wanting anything
thou'll call."
"Yes, yes."
"Thy father isn't home yet, and if thou'rt no better when he goes by
thy door thou must tell him and he'll let me know."
Bessie raised her eyes in astonishment, and the old woman, with a
shamefaced look, began to apologize for her husband. He was not so
bad after all, and when a woman had taken a man for better or
worse....
"Do you say that, mother?"
Something quivered in the old woman's wrinkled throat.
"Well, we women are all alike, thou knows."
"Good-night and go to sleep, mother."
Bessie hustled her mother out of the room, but hardly had she gone
than she wanted to call her back.
"Mother! Mother!" she cried in the sudden access of her pain, but
though her door was ajar her mother, who was going deaf, did not hear
her.
At the next moment she was glad. Her mother believed in God and
religion. To burden her conscience with any knowledge of what she
meant to do would be too cruel.
But Bessie's terror increased at every moment. The night outside was
quiet, yet the air seemed to be full of fearful cries. At the
bidding of some instinctive impulse she blew out the candle, and
then, in the darkness and solitude, a great terror took hold of her.
"Alick! Alick!" she cried, but only the deep night heard her. At
last, in the paroxysm of her pain, she fell back on the bed--she was
unconscious.
When she came to herself again she had a sense of blessed ease, like
that of sailing into a quiet harbour out of a tempestuous sea.
Before she opened her eyes she heard a faint cry. She thought at
first it was only a memory of the bleating of the lost lamb on the
mountains. But the cry came again and then she knew what had
happened--her child had been born!
Time passed--how long or what she did in it, she never afterwards
knew. Her weakness seemed to have gone and she had a feeling of
surprising strength. The bitterness of her heart had gone too, and a
flood of happiness was sweeping over her.
It was motherhood! To Bessie too, in her misery and shame, the
merciful angel of mother-love had come. Her child! Hers! Hers!
Make away with it? Kill it? No, not for worlds of worlds!
It was a boy too! Thank God it was a boy! A woman was so weak; she
had so much to suffer, so many things to think about. But a man was
strong and free. He could fight his own way in life. And her boy
would fight for her also, and make amends for all she had gone
through.
It was the middle of the night. The glimmering and guttering candle
on the wash-table (she had been up and had lit it afresh) was casting
dark shadows in the room. Only a little dairy loft with the turfy
thatch overhead, and the sheepskin rugs underfoot, but oh, how it
shone with glory!
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