The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
'Only one thing?' Pamela repeated, with just an inflection of scorn in
her voice. 'And what is this panacea for his wickedness and folly? What
is this fine thing that is to save him from himself?'
'Don't speak of it so lightly; it is not a little thing!'
There were tears in Lucy's voice as she spoke, and in her eyes. She
had the picture before her of the strong man, with his beautiful
bare chest, and his splendid frame, and those wistful eyes, and the
loathing and the dread with which he shrank from the creature on his
pillow. The pity of it was strong upon her, and she was deeply moved.
'A great love would save him--the love of a good woman. He would do a
great thing for a woman he loved; he would make any sacrifice. I don't
think anything else would save him.'
The Leader of the House of Commons turned from white to pink. Lucy
might have been talking about her. She wore a very pretty white gown
of some soft silky stuff, and it was folded across the bosom, and
the folds heaved up and down as Lucy spoke, as if she were breathing
heavily.
'Perhaps he has done this for a woman's sake,' she said bitterly. 'Men
are such fools! they will do anything for a woman's sake--not always a
worthy woman.'
'I am sure he has not!' said Lucy hotly. 'He has been working too
hard, and he has broken down. I heard at the lodge that he was working
ten hours a day; that he was certain to come out first. Oh, you don't
know how they are building upon him at St. Benedict's! It isn't a
woman--it's overwork.'
Pamela smiled.
'You are a capital champion, my dear, only don't suffer yourself to get
too much interested in this foolish young man; it will interfere with
your work. You must not make a mistake and let pity drift into--love.'
She made a little pause before the word, and the colour came again into
her cheeks. She looked ever so much prettier talking about pity--and
love--than she did speaking on those troublesome Bills that had already
occupied the time of two Sessions.
'Oh, he is never likely to love me!' said Lucy. 'He could only love his
equal; no one else would have any influence over him. He would only
love a queen among women.'
'Perhaps he has found his queen already. Most men have before they are
twenty-three.'
The colour went out of the girl's face, and the cold light came back
into her eyes, and her lips, that a moment before were tremulous and
tender, were hard and firm.
'I wouldn't go too often to Mr. Edgell's rooms, if I were you, dear,'
she said when she went away. 'The authorities would make a fuss if
they heard of it. We are not supposed, you know, to visit a man's room
without a chaperon. I don't think it would do to take a chaperon there.
If you have any more interest in him, I will find out for you how he is
going on from Eric.'
'Thank you,' said Lucy warmly; 'I can find out for myself. I can hear
all about the St. Benedict's men at the lodge.'
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