The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 1 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
Eric Gwatkin was doubtful about him, too. He was more anxious about
Edgell's Tripos than he was about his own Special. He couldn't rest
before he went to bed without coming over and seeing if he was all
right. He found his oak sported, and he had to knock a good many times
before Edgell would let him in.
'Confound it----' he began, and then he saw Eric and stopped. 'Oh, it's
you, Wattles!'
He didn't say it very graciously, and Eric was sorry he had disturbed
him. He really looked in working trim. He had thrown off his coat, and
he was sitting in his shirt-sleeves. He wore a flannel shirt, and the
collar was open and showed his white throat and chest, as it had showed
it that day when Lucy leaned over the bed and put on the wet bandage.
It showed, too, what it had not shown on that day, when a scarf was
thrown over the throat--an ugly scar extending for some inches beneath
the left ear. It was still purple and red and discoloured--a hideous
livid mark on the beautiful white skin.
Eric shuddered when he saw it. The sight of it always made him shudder
to think what a near thing it was--what _might_ have been! He could
not understand how Edgell could bear to see it in the glass, could bear
to uncover it, that others coming in might see it.
'I am sorry to disturb you, old man,' he said, looking round at the
work on the table, and the books lying open before Edgell. 'I only
looked round to see--if--if you were all right.'
'To see if I had cut my throat again,' said Edgell calmly.
There was a shade of bitterness in his voice, and his lips curled
slightly with amusement or scorn, or both. They were beautiful
clear-cut lips, full and tender as a woman's, and they had a way of
curving when he spoke. They never quivered, they curved; and his
nostrils dilated. It was a strong face, with a massive square jaw, but
it had these nervous tricks.
'Very kind of you, Wattles,' he went on with a laugh; 'but I'm not
going to repeat that performance again--at least, not for the present.
I'm going in for my Trip--and--and I'm going to marry Miss Lucy.'
Gwatkin's face fell.
'I don't think this is a time to talk of marrying,' he said, with a
certain hesitation in his voice, and the cloud on his plain, homely
face deepening. 'The poor old Master is dying.'
'So much the more reason to talk about it. Lucy will want a home. She
won't be able to stay up at Newnham, she tells me; she will have no one
but her cousin Mary when the Master is dead, and the old lady. I think
I shall ask her to-morrow. I should like her to feel that she will not
be left friendless when the end comes.'
'I should wait till after the exam., if I were you. I shouldn't let
anything interfere with the exam. You will have all your life to marry
in.'
Edgell lay back in his chair and laughed good-naturedly at his Mentor.
'Anyone would think, Wattles, that you wanted to marry her yourself.'
There was no occasion for that very common-place-looking young man to
blush so dreadfully.
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