The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
The Senior Tutor carried out his wishes faithfully. He arranged
everything. There was nothing for the Master's nieces to do but to see
to their own humble mourning. He came over directly he heard of the
Master's death, and he was coming backwards and forwards to the lodge
all the day. He wanted to get a sight of Lucy; he only wanted to see
her for a few minutes; he would have preferred to see her alone. He had
arranged exactly what he should say, and the time had come for saying
it.
Whatever it was he had to say he had to put it off, for Lucy did not
make her appearance all through that sad day.
She was so nervous and overwrought when all was over that Nurse Brannan
had to put her to bed; and when she came in in the night, finding that
the girl was awake and weeping, she came into her bed and lay down
beside her.
Lucy could not go to sleep until she had poured out all her trouble
into her sympathetic ear. She wouldn't have told Cousin Mary for the
world.
Perhaps Nurse Brannan knew all about it without being told. She knew
more about Lucy's lover than Lucy herself knew.
'Do you think I could do otherwise?' Lucy asked, weeping, when she had
told her all her sad little story.
'Not unless you loved him very much,' Nurse Brannan said promptly. She
could understand a girl doing a great deal for a man she loved.
'No--o--o,' Lucy said hesitatingly. 'I don't think I ought to marry him
even then. One never knows what he may do. I should never feel safe.'
If the room had not been quite dark, Lucy would have seen that Nurse
Brannan was smiling with a contemptuous sort of pity; but, whatever she
felt, she only soothed and petted the weeping girl as if she had been a
little child.
'You are quite right, dear,' she said; 'one never knows what such a
man will do when there is no influence strong enough to restrain him.
I don't think you would be strong enough to hold him back. He ought to
marry a woman with a large nature, who loved him devotedly--and I think
he would tax her devotion to the uttermost.'
Lucy turned to her pillow with a sigh.
'Ah!' she murmured, 'it is the old story. I am a poor thing with a
small soul!' Still, she was helped and comforted.
Eric Gwatkin came over to the lodge the next morning and asked for
Lucy. He was charged with a message of condolence from her lover. She
saw him in the long gallery among the pictures of the old Masters. It
was such a grave and stately place, there was no room for sentiment
here. She knew the trial had come, but Nurse Brannan had helped her to
meet it.
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