The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
She looked such a white, weeping little Lucy as she came down the long
gallery to meet him. She seemed to have grown so small, to have shrunk
into herself with this sorrow that had fallen upon her, that Eric
Gwatkin hesitated to deliver the message that had been committed to
him. She had been so sorely tried within the last two days, how could
he add to her pain? He would much rather have taken her in his arms and
comforted her, and offered her their safe, sure shelter from all the
storms of life. He would have given the world to have the right to take
her in his arms, but he had to deliver his message.
Perhaps Lucy would have preferred it if he had. She wanted to be loved
and comforted, and, above all things, to be safe.
But Eric Gwatkin had not come courting on his own account. He was
only the bearer of a message of sympathy from her lover. It sounded
cold and formal as it fell from Eric's faltering lips. If he had come
himself and taken her in his arms, if she had felt the warmth of their
strong pressure and his breath upon her cheek, it might have been
different--it might have been quite different.
After all, it is the occasion that makes the heroine.
Eric delivered his message of sympathy, and Lucy stood white and
downcast, with wet eyelashes and trembling lips, waiting for that other
message that she knew was coming. He looked at her standing there--he
was only a man--and he hadn't the heart to deliver it. He was so sorry
for her. He was conscious of another feeling besides which he would not
have owned for the world, but he couldn't keep it out of his eyes.
His eyes were full of tenderness, but his lips were faltering in a most
absurd way while Lucy waited.
'You have another message for me,' she said presently, seeing he
faltered and hesitated to speak.
'Yes,' he said, 'I have another message.' But he didn't attempt to
deliver it.
If he had had no tenderness for the girl he would still have hesitated.
How could he, looking at the white, shrinking little figure, lay this
heavy load upon her?
'What has Mr. Edgell asked you to say to me?' she said in a thin, reedy
little voice that she couldn't keep from shaking.
'You have heard,' he said huskily, and with a voice low and ashamed
in his throat; 'everybody has heard what has happened. Knowing this,
he has sent me to ask you if you will give him another trial. It is
never likely to happen again--God helping him, it _will_ never happen
again--but, knowing this, and what has gone before, he has bid me to
ask you if you will give him another chance.'
He paused and looked above Lucy's head; he could not look her in the
face.
'His fate is in your hands,' he went on, without looking at her. 'It
depends upon you whether a happy and useful life is before him. If you
are true to him he will have the strongest motive to lead an honourable
and honoured life that a man can have; but if you refuse to give him a
chance, he will abandon all hope--he will have no inducement to make a
stand.'
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