Scotland -- History -- 1689-1745 -- Fiction; Stair, John Dalrymple, Earl of, 1648-1707 -- Fiction
“Who has died so since Cain?” demanded the Master wildly: “slain by his
brother—God and man call it an awful thing.”
“Sir—’twas in mimic fight—a most unhappy accident.”
“So we call it; so we gloss it over—but you and I know better,
Melville,” answered the Master—“They hated each other—like I hated my
brother—but he shot himself—better than if I had done it—yet this
child’s guilt is mine—Melville, he was only twelve, but the black
Dalrymple blood rose in him—my sins return to lay my house in ruins and
dishonor me.”
He rose, thrusting his chair back; with his great height emphasized by
the flowing scarlet gown, his white face and his passionate eyes dark
with pain, he looked almost terrible; the secretary drew further
outside the circle of the lamplight.
“Many men, Sir John,” he said in his even official voice, “would gladly
have your sorrows to enjoy your fortunes. Worldly greatness such as
yours is a fine balance to private misfortunes.”
This smooth axiom was unheeded by the other, but he caught and dwelt on
the sense of what was said.
“What do I live for, Melville? Why have I flung myself into the plot—to
work with my own hands? Why do I plan to sweep the Highlands bare of
thieves—to rein in a kingdom and fly grandly above the breath of
popular hate? It is only that I may forget—even for a while—I wish to
plunge knee-deep through the press of factions, to mount, and ever
mount, to grasp power, and, by Heaven, wield it—that I may cheat myself
into thinking I forget what I shall never forget—unto the end!” As he
spoke he began pacing the room; there was a curious lightness in his
step; as if he feared to walk heavily; as if he dreaded waking echoes;
he still held his wife’s letter in his hand.
“Melville, get you to rest,” he said over his shoulder and his tone
invited no dallying with his command; the secretary turned and the door
closed softly on his departure.
Sir John stopped under the lamp and broke the seal of his letter.
It was dated from his London house and written in a trembling, much
blotted, hand.
It began:
SIR JOHN,
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