Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
"Miss Clode!" cried Richard Linnell, amazed, filled with contempt,
sorrow, pity, all in one. "Think of what you are saying. Why, what
madness is this?"
"The madness of a wretched, unhappy woman, who has known you so long,
and whose love for you is a hundred times stronger than you can believe.
But hush! Come in here. Some one may call at any moment, and I could
not bear for them to see."
She loosed his hand, made a quick movement towards the little door at
the end of the counter, and held it open for him to pass in.
It was a painful position for one so full of chivalrous respect for
women, and the young man stood trying to think of what to say to release
himself in the best way from a situation that he would have looked upon
as ludicrous, only that it was so full of pain.
"You are shrinking from me!" she exclaimed. "Pray, pray, don't do that,
Mr Linnell. Have I not suffered enough? Come in; let me talk to you.
Let me try and explain."
"It is impossible," he said at last sternly. "Miss Clode, believe me
that I will never breathe a syllable about this to a soul, but--"
"Oh, you foolish, foolish boy!" she exclaimed, bursting into an
hysterical fit of laughter. "How could you think such a thing as that?
Is there no love a poor, weak, elderly woman like I am, could bear for
one she has known from a boy, but such as filled your mind just then?
There, there!" she cried, wiping her eyes quickly. "I have spoken
wildly to you. Forgive me. I am a poor lonely woman, who fixed her
affection upon you, Richard Linnell, farther back than you can imagine.
Listen, and let me tell you," she said in a soft, low voice, as she came
round to the front of the counter, and laid her little thin hand upon
his arm. "You lost your mother long ago, and have never known what it
was to have a mother's love; but, for years past, your every movement
has been watched by me; I have suffered when you have been in pain; I
have rejoiced when I knew that you were happy."
"My dear Miss Clode!" he exclaimed, in a half-wondering, half-pitying
tone.
"Yes--yes," she panted; "speak to me like that. You pay me for much
suffering and misery; but don't--pray don't despise me for all this."
"Despise you? No!" he said warmly; "but you do surprise me, Miss Clode.
I know you have always spoken very kindly to me."
"And you have always thought it almost an impertinence," she said sadly.
"It has been. This is impertinent of me, you think, too, but I shall
not presume. Mr Linnell, I have something to say to you, and when that
is said, I shall keep my distance again, and it will be a secret between
us."
"Why, Miss Clode," said Richard, trying to smile cheerfully, "you are
making up quite a romance out of one of your own books."
"Yes," she said, looking wistfully in his eyes, "quite a romance, only
it is all true, my dear. Now, will you come in?"
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